ITDW 32

“……”

“Why did you do that?”

At his genuinely curious voice, Jaeri lowered his eyebrows. He only stared at his hand holding the steering wheel. The not-light, large hand that restrains, scolds, protects, and loves him.

“…Let’s talk when we get home.”

He thought he was going to suffocate as the smell of the leather car seats suddenly hit him.

“Wash up cleanly and come out, I’m going to inspect you.”

At the words dropped as soon as they arrived home, Jaeri went to his bathroom, feeling a little puzzled. The atmosphere connecting him and his hyung was withered like a wet piece of paper, and he had no energy in his body, so he washed as slowly as possible, standing under the water for a long time before coming out. As he put on his pajamas that smelled of fabric softener, he wanted to fall asleep right then and there.

Jaeri stood outside Jungyoon’s bedroom. He, who had already finished his shower a while ago, spoke.

“…Come in.”

The room had only indirect lighting, peeling back a layer of the night’s darkness. However, the lingering darkness felt dangerous somehow. At this time when he felt self-loathing without rhyme or reason, he thought it would be difficult to handle him.

“Seeing as you came out late, you must have washed really cleanly. Take it off.”

As if his voice had a physical form, something seemed to spread low across the floor. Jaeri couldn’t tell what he was going to do, but he just did as he was told.

The sound of rustling clothes filled the silence. He couldn’t meet his gaze as he watched him silently. When only his underwear was left, Jaeri hesitated for a moment, then hooked his fingers in, pulled them down, and placed them on top of the carelessly discarded pajamas.

He beckoned Jaeri with a gesture. As he stood before him, he, who had been sitting, stood up. Jaeri had been looking at around his lips, but in an instant, the height of his gaze rose significantly. He pulled his head back to look at him.

“Ah, say ah.”

He said, pulling on Jaeri’s lower lip. Like that lip that was pulled powerlessly, he silently opened his mouth according to his words. Jaeri cast his eyes down. His long fingers entered and stirred once inside his mouth.

At the single finger that had instantly occupied his mouth, he defensively clamped his lips shut without realizing it. His finger was still there, so it became a shape where he was enveloping it with his lips.

“Open your mouth.”

Jaeri opened his mouth once again. He pressed firmly under his tongue and swiped once over the lower part of his teeth. He was looking at him seriously. Not knowing where to put his gaze, he turned his eyes and looked down.

He felt the unevenness of his teeth digging into his finger, as if gnawing. He once again stirred inside his mouth as he pleased, then invaded deep all at once, reaching his uvula.

“Ugh… Gack…”

Tears welled up in Jaeri’s eyes at the foreign sensation near his sensitive throat. Finally, the long finger swiped across the roof of his mouth once and then came out.

He pulled out a tissue and roughly wiped his finger.

Jaeri shed a single tear from each eye and carefully closed his mouth. He saw it but didn’t make any particular comment.

He just slowly pulled on Jaeri’s ear. He touched the ear with a feeling somewhere between a caress and a pull. He heard a rustling sound right in front of his ear. The sensation of being touched and that sound were not bad. Jaeri silently looked at the floor and listened to the sound his hand was making.

He lowered his upper body. His face came right in front of Jaeri’s, and for a moment, the bridge of his nose appeared before Jaeri’s eyes. Just as his breath was about to quicken, he heard the sound of moisture suddenly rushing in. Jaeri squeezed his eyes shut. His tongue touched his auricle and swept over his ear. This time, a wet sound clearly scratched his eardrum. His shoulders tensed up, worried that his tongue might enter his ear canal. Fortunately, his tongue did not enter, and the time he spent listening to the sound of moisture was not long.

Thinking it was over, he looked up at him, but he suddenly hugged Jaeri deeply, pressing Jaeri’s naked body against his own, which was clothed in a bathrobe. The feeling was cozy. Jaeri raised his hands and hugged his waist in return.

However, the fluffy comfort he felt on his fingers was brief, as his hands spread Jaeri’s buttocks apart. Jaeri, surprised, twisted his body to break free from his embrace, but he did not allow it.

“…Hyung… Ugh, why…”

While Jaeri was whimpering, one finger brushed past his butt crack and slowly came down to the vicinity of his anus. Jaeri flinched greatly, but the movement was entirely absorbed by his firm body. As if he had never moved.

When the tip of the finger that slid down his butt crack bent and reached his perineum, Jaeri felt as if that long finger was stuck between his legs. Jaeri tried to spread his legs apart. But for a body completely restrained by Jungyoon’s large frame, there was no such freedom. Jungyoon flicked the finger stuck between Jaeri’s legs from side to side once.

“Heut…”

At the unfamiliar vibration, Jaeri buried his forehead completely in his shoulder. Whatever it was, he just wished he would end it quickly.

As if he was done now, he let go and looked at Jaeri’s lower body.

Jaeri’s mind was swayed by the tips of Jungyoon’s fingers. So he hadn’t even been aware of that area, but his penis was erect.

Because of the erection, the foreskin was slightly retracted, revealing about half of the glans. He retracted it all the way, completely exposing the glans, and carefully observed its hygienic state.

Now Jaeri’s body was trembling slightly. He couldn’t understand why he was undergoing this kind of inspection. This physical examination was too unfamiliar. He didn’t seem like the hyung he knew.

Hoping he would say something, Jaeri clamped his lips shut, and Jungyoon finally opened his mouth.

“I was going to scold you if you’d washed improperly. All your holes are clean.”

He wanted to hear different words, not those.

In any case, the erection did not subside and continued to gain strength. Jaeri lowered his head and brought his hands forward, trying to hide what was between his legs.

The bridge of Jaeri’s nose and the area around his eyes were red, but his expression was stunned, as if he had just endured something unbearable, so he soothed him.

“There’s no need to be shy in front of me.”

“……”

“Do you not understand?”

Jaeri nodded his head and then added a word.

“But it’s okay…”

“It’s okay?”

At his gentle voice, Jaeri realized something and opened his mouth.

“…I like it.”

“You should. We’ll be doing this every day from now on.”

“…Yes.”

He looked once at the erect penis hidden in Jaeri’s hands and said as if annoyed.

“Go masturbate and make that thing go down.”

“……”

As Jaeri was about to leave his room, he called out to stop him.

“In this bathroom.”

At his words, Jaeri went to the bathroom inside the room. In the bathroom inside his hyung’s room, Jaeri’s face turned red and he held back some tears. It seemed like his hyung had suddenly changed, he felt unfamiliar, and he was a little scared in a different sense than before. Jaeri scrubbed away the tears that were trying to well up with the back of his hand. And, as Jungyoon had ordered, he sat on the edge of the bathtub and masturbated.

His heart was serious and bewildered, but his body was sensitive, so he ejaculated quickly. Jaeri rinsed between his legs with water and came out.

“Sit.”

He gestured to the floor with his chin. Jaeri knelt down naked. He looked at Jaeri’s reddened eye area for a bit before speaking.

“It seems my Jaeri didn’t quite understand what hyung said yesterday.”

“…Yes.”

“Shall I explain it to you?”

“Yes…”