MTM 101

“Harto…Harto….”

Each time Zed called his name, his lips would descend on various parts of Harto’s face. He would shower his lips with kisses, scattering them over his round, smooth forehead, his tear-streaked eyelashes, his flushed cheeks, and the bridge of his nose.

The kiss, which was a mixture of affection and longing for Harto, was so heartbreaking that it made his heart ache.

“Zed….”

Harto held his trembling breath while looking at him. His blue eyes, brimming with tears that seemed poised to spill over at any moment, were filled with Zed’s face.

Only then did Zed realize that this moment was not a dream.

I wanted to see this. These eyes… I wanted to see this sight again… .

Zed once again hugged Harto tightly with both arms, burying his nose in his neck. Harto’s scent imbued his breath. It was so fragrant, almost sweet, it made him dizzy.

“Ugh, Ze… Zed….”

Harto shrugged his shoulders as if tickled, and fidgeted with the hand on his broad back. Even that small reaction was so characteristic of Harto that a chuckle escaped Zed’s lips. He raised his head and looked at Harto’s face again. He then kissed him on the forehead.

“I missed you….”

“Yes… Me too… Me too, Zed… hic… I missed you, uh…”

Finally, Harto couldn’t hold it back and burst into tears. Zed didn’t hesitate for a moment. He gently licked the teardrop that had flowed down his cheek with the tip of his tongue. It was salty yet sweet.

Zed pressed his lips against his trembling eyelashes, then looked back into Harto’s face. The expression on his face as he fought back tears was beautiful. Watching the teardrops clinging to the corners of his eyes and slowly falling to his soft lips, Zed finally couldn’t suppress his desire and kissed him.

“Hmm…!”

He saw Harto’s eyes widen in surprise. Zed closed his own eyes first, as if to signal him to do the same, leaving Harto at a loss. Meanwhile, Zed reached into his slightly open mouth, finding his tongue, frozen solid, and wrapped around it.

“Ha… hmph…!”

In an instant, Harto’s breath burst out. Zed pressed his lips against his, as if to steal even that breath away. Then, he felt the small body he held tightly in his arms flinch.

Zed slowly opened his eyes. Harto had already closed his, his eyelashes fluttering. The slight trembling was so endearing that the corners of his mouth quirked up. He closed his eyes again and focused on the kiss.

“Ha, hau…! Ah, uh, wait a minute….”

Before long, out of breath, Harto turned his head to the side and gasped, barely able to part his lips.

Zed, who didn’t want to be separated even for a moment, hugged Harto’s waist tighter, worried that he might run away.

“Is it hard?”

Despite the gentle questioning tone, Zed slowly licked the saliva that had spread across Harto’s lips. A single “it’s alright” seemed enough to prompt him to explore his lips again.

“Yes… ngh…!”

That was enough. Zed, without hesitation, thrust into Harto’s lips. He sucked the delicate skin with devotion, causing Harto to groan and struggle. Zed eased his thrusts slightly, and he felt his body gradually relaxing. He supported Harto’s waist, allowing him to lean slightly against the wooden pillar.

“Ngh, yes….”

Zed felt a chill run down his spine every time he heard the small sounds escaping from Harto’s mouth. The fact that those reaction were because of him made him feel thrilled. He wanted to push Harto a little harder, to make him react only to him.

“Harto, do you know what I’m doing?”

“Ki-ki-kissing….”

“That’s right. I’m kissing Harto….”

Zed spoke as if he were someone who was seeking confirmation from the other person.

The moment he heard those words, Harto’s heart ached. It was because he realized that Zed had missed him just as much as he had.

So, Harto wanted to do everything Zed wanted. But he soon reached his limit.

Tap, tap!

Harto patted Zed’s chest and shoulder with his palm. It wasn’t an attempt to push him away, but a desperate, distressed gesture. It was a regrettable break from the passionate kiss, but Zed had no choice but to pull his lips away.

“…ha!”

Harto, his face flushed red, exhaled heavily. As if to prove passionate their tongue-to-tongue intercourse moments before, a long silver thread stretched between their lips, then slowly snapped.

Zed licked his lower lip with regret and affectionately stroked Harto’s disheveled hair.

“Just breathe slowly. Yes, like that.”

“Ha, ha….”

Harto, exhausted from the relentless kisses, gasped for breath, his lips reddened and wide open. Zed, watching his tears stream down his face from the pressure, felt a strange sense of fulfillment welling up deep within his chest.

“Crybaby.”

Zed tried to shake off his inappropriate feelings by teased Harto, he gently rubbed his flushed cheek with the tip of his nose. Harto, who was still panting, made an excuse, seemingly aggrieved.

“Ugh…I couldn’t breathe….”

“Was the kiss so hard that you cried?”

“Uh, hmm….”

Harto blushed and muttered softly. The feeling of being reminded of what he had done with Zed made him even more embarrassed.

“But… I’m glad to have met Zed.”

As Harto spoke sincerely, Zed smiled, rubbing his reddened eyes with his fingertips.

“Have you been crying a lot lately?”

“Uh… yes….”

“Why did you cry so much?”

“Hic… Z-Zed… wasn’t here….”

“If you hadn’t met me, your tears might have caused a flood.”

It was absurd, but if he spent every day crying, he felt like he could have created a small lake with his tears.

“Harto, if you’re having a hard time, lean on me.”

Zed noticed the strength leaving his legs, and gently lifted Harto by supporting his waist and buttocks. As his legs gave way, Harto flinched in shock. Then, hot breath brushed his face again.

“Huh, again… again…?”

“Yes.”

Zed answered briefly, as if it were so obvious, and then kissed him again.

But it was much gentler than the first time. When Harto missed his chance to breathe, Zed would gently pull his lips away and wait until he caught his breath. Even then, his lips remained restless. He rubbed them along Harto’s cheek, the tip of his ear, and his neck, leaving traces. The sound of their mucous membranes colliding and then parting was unusually loud, and it was embarrassing, but it wasn’t unpleasant. In fact, it was pleasing, allowing him to feel Zed more vividly in this moment.

When he came to, Zed was sitting with his back against a tree, and Harto was sitting on his legs.

“You’re not crying anymore.”

“Yes….”

Harto was belatedly feeling embarrassed, he shifted his gaze to Zed’s hair. At first, he thought it was because it was dark, but upon closer inspection, he saw that it was completely black.

“Zed… your hair is black….”

“Yes, just like Harto.”

“Are your injuries okay…?”

“Yes, I’m fine.”

“Ngh….”

There were so many things he wanted to ask, so many things he wanted to say. Whenever Zed met his eyes, he would bring his lips to every part of his face. He didn’t hesitate to kiss his forehead, nose, cheeks, ears, or even his nape. It wasn’t that he didn’t like it, but watching him do that made Harto want to do the same for Zed.

“Zed, me too….”

“No. I’ll do it today. I’ve been holding back a lot.”

As if he knew what was on Harto’s mind, Zed immediately cut him off. Hart was momentarily stunned by the unexpected response.

“You held back…?”

“Yes, I’m still holding back a lot.”

For such a calm and dignified Zed to say something like that… Harto’s heart grew heavy, wondering how much he had held back during the time they were apart.

“Hmm….”

Then, Zed sighed in frustration as he looked at Harto’s lips, which were swollen from being sucked for a long time.

“…Or call my name.”

It seemed like that meant that if he did that, he would stop kissing.

It wasn’t difficult, Harto whispered softly, meeting Zed’s golden eyes.

“Zed….”

“More.”

“Zed, Zed….”

“Yes, Harto.”

Zed smiled with genuine delight and pressed his face against Harto’s. Zed, too, was as heated as he was. And then he realized they’d been so close to each other, kissing, that they’d forgotten the cold.

“Zed….”

Harto called Zed’s name over and over again. It felt good. Just looking at him, the fact that they were finally meeting, made him forget all his other problems.