Category: To the Dream of the Opposite

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TTDOTO 1.1
by aokigiri — Lee Jae-an loaded the trunk and shut it. Even after climbing into the car, he didn’t start the engine, staring instead at the school building for a long while. His gaze drifted past the layered red bricks and the cherry blossoms blooming under the clear spring sunlight, settling on the petals scattered on the ground. Filthy petals, stained with dirt, trampled over and over until they’d lost their original hue. No one would believe they’d once sprouted from the same buds up above, so wretched was…
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TTDOTO 6.7 Hospitalization
by aokigiri — Lee Jae-an was gravely ill. Even when his body had first been forced open, it hadn't been this bad. The numbers on the thermometer tucked into his small ear showed no sign of dropping below 39°C. His entire body was seething with fever. About two hours after being fed fever reducers, he would barely manage to open the eyes he had kept shut all day. Whenever Seo Jae-rim tried to feed him something then, Jae-an would inevitably throw it back up shortly after. Whether his consciousness was drifting due to…
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TTDOTO 2.5
by aokigiri — Past Arc - Recognition “Ah…!” Jae-rim, grimacing, rushed to the washing machine. He hit the pause button and lifted the lid. Clothes floated in the water-filled drum. This was the second time today he’d stopped it. After soccer, he’d hung his sweaty T-shirt to dry (Jae-an’s nagging was endless if he tossed it wet into the basket) but forgot to add it to the wash. Now, he realized he’d forgotten something else. ‘Jae-an’s towel…’ Jae-an’s apartment, an older unit,…
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TTDOTO 5.2
by aokigiri — “Ugh, ugh!” As Jae-an’s thighs stiffened and his hips trembled, viscous fluid dripped over the veined back of his hand. “Wow… you came a lot.” Jae-rim’s yellow eyes fixated on the semen coating his palm. Jae-an shoved him with newfound strength. Jae-rim, feigning compliance, leaned back into the sofa. Staggering up, Jae-an yanked up his pants. With each movement, teardrops teetering on his chin fell. “Hic, ugh…” Covering his eyes with his hand, he gasped. He didn’t…
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TTDOTO 1.2
by aokigiri — Jae-an’s tightly shut eyes trembled faintly. His pupils, unable to focus, drifted dizzily, failing to register the unfamiliar space filling his vision. They were vacant, hollow. “Hey, he’s awake.” “What? Didn’t you dose him right?” His senses were dulled as if submerged in water, yet he could distinctly feel the presence of several people surrounding him. He was already stripped down to nothing, even his underwear gone. Slowly, he realized he couldn’t breathe properly because that…
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TTDOTO 7.1
by aokigiri — The hospital room fell silent after Seo Jae-rim left. Jae-an’s gaze was fixed on the space behind the blinds. He chewed over the shapes of the shadows created by the blinds, then looked away to fiddle with his blanket. A moment later, he raised his head again to watch the silhouettes behind the curtains. “It’s just a shadow.” Even when he confirmed it by speaking the words aloud, they were clearly shadows. But the moment his attention wavered even slightly, those shadows transformed into…
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TTDOTO 3.1
by aokigiri — If humanity were ranked on a scale, Jae-an, not Jae-rim, would fall among the wicked. He wasn’t always this unstable, pathetic wreck. Mild depression lingered, but he could pass as an ordinary person. Yet, after his maternal grandmother’s funeral, his mind rapidly deteriorated. At twenty-eight, in autumn, his grandmother passed away. That day, Jae-an learned the exact reason his mother took her own life. His mother despised not only his father but also Jae-an, who resembled him, leading to…
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TTDOTO 5.3
by aokigiri — “Haa…” “Ugh, hng.” “Hyung… feels good, right? I’m, ah, really loving this.” “Ah, ah. It hurts. Hurts, ugh.” “Liar.” Jae-an learned true pain left you unable to scream, only tremble. Proof was his penis, shriveled in shock in the garden, now vaguely erect. A subtle change, but Jae-rim, thrilled, moved his hips slower, deeper. Amid the wet sounds of thrusting, Jae-rim relentlessly questioned the dazed Jae-an. “Hyung, is this your first time having…
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TTDOTO 1.3
by aokigiri — Despite the chaotic—nearly shocking—atmosphere at work, Jae-an forced himself to show up. It might’ve been stubborn pride. The gnawing fear that running away would only confirm the rumors pushed him to cling to his resolve. He did his best to douse the gossip, which grew more sensational with each retelling. Every word, every action was scrutinized; he forced bright smiles. He choked down every grain of rice on his tray, only to sneak away and vomit it. But the despairing premonition Jae-an…
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TTDOTO 7.2
by aokigiri — Seo Jae-rim, who had promised to return quickly, did not come back for two days. During those two days, Jae-an managed less than four hours of sleep. Because he couldn't fall into a deep slumber and kept waking up to check every corner of the room, both the caregiver and the bodyguard lost sleep as well. Ultimately, it was only after sunrise that Jae-an drifted off, only to be awakened by a hand gently peeling back the blanket. The touch was light, shaking his shoulder softly, and the voice was…
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