To the Dream of the Opposite

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TTDOTO 8.4
by aokigiri — They arrived at a nearby animal hospital. The veterinarian startled upon seeing the blood-matted puppy cradled in Jae-an's arms. Emergency treatment began immediately. Seo Jae-rim caught Jae-an's hand, which was nervously fidgeting with his thigh, and held it down. Unlike his usual way of subtly withdrawing, Jae-an kept his hand clasped, saying nothing. Some time later, the veterinarian announced the surgery was complete and led them into the examination room. Pulling up X-ray images, the doctor…
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TTDOTO 8.3
by aokigiri — Jae-an opened his swollen eyes with difficulty and stared blankly at the ceiling. His memory was fragmented, stuttering. As he tried to recall yesterday's events, he muttered a small curse and rubbed his cheek. Had he really clung to him saying not to abandon him…? A wave of self-disgust washed over him at the thought of mumbling nonsense while drunk. Rolling only his eyes, he checked the clock. The sun was already high in the sky. He'd wasted the entire morning because of the hangover. Unlike other…
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TTDOTO 8.2
by aokigiri — Jae-an, who had collapsed into sleep as if seized by a fit, stirred awake and pushed himself up. An unexpected sound of footsteps. He walked straight to the dining room and saw Seo Jae-rim cooking, his back turned. "Perfect timing. I was just about to wake you." "…You're early." "Yes. Since Hyung was being so well-behaved today, I wanted to come sooner." As he tilted the wok, rosé pasta slid into a bowl. Jae-an carried it to the table. Seo Jae-rim plated the short rib steak, set it down, and…
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TTDOTO 8.1
by aokigiri — Combos exploded in succession. Jae-an, moving his fingers frantically, flinched and lifted his head. The living room phone rang. Reflexively checking the clock, Jae-an's face clouded with confusion. Seo Jae-rim didn't call during the day. Out of habit, he mentally scrolled through his recent actions, wondering if he'd done something wrong, but nothing came to mind. In the meantime, the combo that had been running for twelve consecutive hits broke. A flash of irritation crossed his face, but he…
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TTDOTO 7.2.3 Ordinary and Chaotic Days
by aokigiri — Lee Jae-an, whose reason had become clouded, forgot the joy of reading he once cherished and the mathematical formulas he once knew. Slowly but surely, he was in the process of erasing and discarding the things he possessed, one by one. It was pitiful to see him clutching a game console all day, but Seo Jae-rim felt it was unavoidable in order to eliminate the desire for death that was eating away at the older man's heart. Only a season ago, Lee Jae-an had attempted suicide without a single line of…
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To the Dream of the Opposite

by aokigiri — Lee Jae-an, a high school teacher, lives a dull, colorless life plagued by chronic depression.
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