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We finally saw the Northern Lights.As summer solstice approached, all company affairs were wrapped up, and Brother Baichuan delegated the trivial matters to others. The two of us, dragging our luggage, boarded the plane.The last time we flew here, we were burdened with heavy hearts, overwhelmed with sorrow. Now, our mindset was completely different, and we could hold hands without caring about others' gazes as we boarded the plane.Ever since I've been with him, I've truly become braver.Being too concerned…- 87.2 K • Completed
- When summer truly arrived, Li Jiangluo and I visited Bolin at the cemetery in the southern part of town.Yes, we were cowardly, delaying our confrontation with him.On a weekend morning, Mother and Father left together to walk the dog. After breakfast, Li Jiangluo and I had nothing to do. He leaned on my shoulder, rubbing his belly, and suddenly said, "Brother, let's go see Bolin."I glanced out the window; the sky was a clear blue, sunny and pleasant, the entire world clean and beautiful.We each changed into…
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- What does sex mean to me? This has been a question that Yi Li and I have been discussing for a long time.I once felt that it shouldn't exist in my world at all—it was dirty, evil, shameful, filled with nauseating scents.My attitude towards it was always extreme.I refused to accept it, and was extremely opposed to it.Yi Li said, "There's a knot at the tip of your heart. I can untie it for you, but you need to fully cooperate with me."No one knows what I endured during the time I was receiving treatment.…
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- I really, truly love Jiangluo.It had been so long since I genuinely loved someone that I had almost forgotten what it felt like to be passionately, sweetly in love.But when I embrace Jiangluo, that sense of happiness and fulfillment nearly spills out from my pores.How did I fall in love? I really have no idea.All I remember was spending day after day together until I grew accustomed to his presence.He made me feel incredibly comfortable, relaxed, and even those late nights on the balcony, smoking and…
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- I was somewhat afraid to see Uncle and Auntie, always feeling guilty deep down.Even now, I still felt that Bolin's death had something to do with me, and now I was together with Baichuan again—could they really accept it?After work, I was directly stuffed into the car by Brother Baichuan, my objections were futile, I had to go home with him."But I...""No buts." He leaned over to fasten my seatbelt, stealing a kiss at the same time, "My mom specifically told me to bring you back tonight, you can't…
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- Yi Li was hospitalized, and Xu Zhao never showed up.I'm not sure how they resolved their issues, nor do I intend to ask. Their problems are for them to settle. I have someone more important to focus on now.It's strange; after Jiangluo confessed his feelings to me, his fever and cold suddenly cleared up.We had two kisses that didn't really count as kisses, and I was prepared to fall sick alongside him, but he wouldn't give me the chance.I must be crazy, feeling regret over this missed opportunity.Jiangluo…
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- I think this is probably the bravest and craziest thing I've ever done in my life.Yes, I kissed Brother Baichuan.A fleeting touch, a brief taste.But it was my first.When our lips met, I felt like I was on fire.Brother Baichuan seemed equally shocked, frozen there, staring at me, unable to blink.Suddenly, I realized that kissing wasn't as unbearable as I thought. I didn't know if it was because Yi Li's therapy had worked over the past few days, or simply because I wasn't as averse to kissing as I'd…
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- When Jiangluo was sick, he seemed to become more candid.Perhaps it was because of his discomfort that he had to shed all his defenses and return to his true self—the self that knew what it wanted, what it needed to do, and what it needed to say, without the energy to overthink. This version of him, surprisingly, was unexpectedly endearing.He sent me a message, saying he was waiting for me at the coffee shop across from the company.I didn’t even have time to reply; I just ran downstairs…
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- When I didn’t have to work, my entire being relaxed, but it wasn’t something I found pleasant at all.I wasn’t a workaholic; I simply started trying to minimize my alone time after Bolin’s passing, because whenever I was left alone with myself, I couldn’t stop my mind from wandering.After Brother Baichuan left, I slowly recovered from my fever and slumped on the couch, staring blankly at the unfamiliar house.I missed where I used to live, with the adorable auntie and uncle, and Brother Baichuan,…
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- When Jiangluo moved out, I didn’t know what to do, so I did nothing.All my senses stopped working, leaving only an empty shell sitting on the sofa.I blamed Jiangluo for his resolute departure from here, and I blamed myself for being so dishonest.Even though I wanted him to stay so badly, I was hindered by pride and principles, unable to voice it.It was as if once spoken, all my other desires would erupt uncontrollably.So, how would Jiangluo view me from now on?Falling in love with my brother’s lover…
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