AOA 144

I felt as giddy as a child who would go on a picnic the next day. I fell asleep while I thought about what I would do when I met Baek Mugyeong tomorrow and what clothes I should wear.

But waking up didn’t go smoothly. I opened my eyes as I felt the heat pressing down on me.

Sunlight leaked under the tightly closed curtains, so it was certain that it was already morning. Yet my body felt heavy in a strange way.

“Ah…”

A groan slipped out between my parched lips.

I know what this is now.

A fever like the flu, muscle aches, dizziness, and even fatigue, they were all symptoms of heat. This time the fever hit especially hard. Cold sweat ran down my back.

It was the first heat since I regained consciousness. My doctor said there would be aftereffects from the pheromone imbalance. The heat cycle could lengthen, I could grow less responsive to an alpha’s pheromones, or my pheromone output could drop.

He also said symptoms differ by person and the outlook differs too, so he couldn’t say anything definite, and I could only nod, and I didn’t expect this.

I had no warning.

When heat drew near my body would feel heavy or I would run a slight fever. Until yesterday I had no problem, so I had no idea why I was in heat all of a sudden. The symptoms were far too severe.

“The meds…”

I needed to take a suppressant, but moving was hard. I forced strength into my body and tried to get up, and I failed. I couldn’t even reach out my arm to grab the phone on the nightstand.

This time it was definitely severe. I felt heat every time I blinked.

For a moment I remembered my plan with Baek Mugyeong. I couldn’t go out in this state.

Frustration pushed tears up. Then I thought I should call Baek Mugyeong here. Sex works as a special remedy during heat.

But I still didn’t have the strength to pick up my phone. More than anything, dizziness and heat made my eyes close on their own.

If I slept and woke up my condition would improve a little. I made up my mind to contact Baek Mugyeong then, and the moment I did, I lost consciousness.

*

I slept as if I passed out, and my awareness came back once at a time. The first person I faced was Aunt Soyeon. She wore a worried face and asked what happened, and I barely told her it was heat. I swallowed the suppressant we had prepared in advance, and after that I fell asleep again as if I fainted.

Each time I opened my eyes I thought I had to contact Baek Mugyeong, but I couldn’t do it. After I woke and slept again many times I finally asked Aunt Soyeon. I asked her to tell Baek Mugyeong that I couldn’t keep the plan.

I heard her say she understood, and I closed my eyes with relief.

I couldn’t tell how many times I had come to this time. Yet something felt different. The pressure in my chest was gone, and the heat that had forced its way out was gone.

And something cool and sweet filled my mouth. I gulped it down in a rush, and I felt like a person who wandered a desert and found an oasis.

This alone didn’t satisfy me. I wanted more. More, more, more.

But the coolness that had filled my mouth vanished at some point.

“Uh…”

I opened my eyes under terrible regret and a thirst that felt maddening. In my blurry sight, I took in Baek Mugyeong who looked down at me.

I blinked and focused, but the man didn’t vanish.

“Are you with me?”

“Mugyeong-ssi…?”

“Yes.”

“How… Mugyeong-ssi, how are you here?”

It seemed clear the Baek Mugyeong in front of me wasn’t a hallucination. He spoke, and he even smiled. And his face looked flushed.

“I got your aunt’s message.”

“I don’t think I can eat lunch. What time is it now?”

“Just before two.”

“Lunch time already passed…”

Only then did I realize that Baek Mugyeong had his arm around my back. To be exact, I was sitting on the bed.

I checked my condition, and then I looked at Baek Mugyeong again. He looked a little different from usual. His hair looked slightly messy, his tie was half undone, and both his shirt and his jacket looked rumpled.

What seized my eyes even more was Baek Mugyeong’s flushed face. The set of his jaw stood out, veins rose in his neck, and even his attractive lips looked a little swollen.

The pheromones that filled the room alone told me Baek Mugyeong was aroused.

Only then did I remember, a little late, that I was in heat. Enchanted by Baek Mugyeong’s pheromones, I also felt aroused as I unconsciously emitted my own pheromones. My penis was fully erect, and my underwear got wet.

My head didn’t work right about what situation this was. But I knew I could want Baek Mugyeong as much as I wanted.

I grabbed the front of Baek Mugyeong’s jacket like a drowning person.

“Did you come because of me?”

“Yes.”

“It’s okay if I kiss you, right?”

I didn’t wait for an answer, and I pressed my lips to his and drove my tongue in. I kept my fist on his jacket, and I all but climbed onto Baek Mugyeong and sucked his tongue. I brushed my tongue against his and licked the roof of his mouth in a long sweep.

The kiss tasted so sweet. My breaths turned rough in no time. At the same time my body heated and I indulged in the kiss even more.

It felt so good that I thought I would lose my mind. The kiss that sent a jolt down my back, the heat and the feel of a big hand on my cheek, they all worked as stimulation.

I sucked with the drive to swallow Baek Mugyeong’s tongue whole. I felt Baek Mugyeong’s erect penis between my buttocks, and I grew even more aroused.

I sat on Baek Mugyeong while he lay half reclined and moved my hips by instinct. But I couldn’t quench this thirst with only this.

I kissed him, and I stripped Baek Mugyeong’s jacket like I was trying to rip it off. Baek Mugyeong moved and helped me but it felt too bothersome.

In the end I undid Baek Mugyeong’s belt first.

“Minchae-ssi.”

During the brief moment when our lips parted, Baek Mugyeong called me with a troubled voice. I didn’t care and, kissed him again as I moved my hands down. I unfastened the belt and the buckle, grabbed his pants and underwear as they were and I pulled them down.

I felt his fully erect penis spring out. I felt Baek Mugyeong’s moan reverberate through our lips, and chills ran through me as my body heated up.

I put strength into my trembling legs and I raised my body on my knees. I pulled down the loose pants I wore instead of pajamas, and our lips parted again.

“What are you trying to do now?”

“Sex.”

“You’re too hasty.”

“It’s okay.”

It really was okay. I dragged my pants to my knees, gripped Baek Mugyeong’s hard erection and I set it between my buttocks.

I had barely touched him, yet his penis already shone with fluid. My inside was soaked too. I hadn’t touched myself at all, yet the hole twitched because I wanted Baek Mugyeong.

I tried to put the thick tip in my hole, and Baek Mugyeong suddenly frowned. He grabbed my waist and almost lifted me.

“You’ll get hurt like this.”

“I said it’s fine. It already wet.”

“Minchae-ssi.”

“I can’t hold back.”

I shook off Baek Mugyeong’s hand, and I brought his penis to my rear again. I burned with impatience but the thick tip still didn’t slide in well.

I bit my lip as I spread one cheek with a hand and forced his penis inside. My inside wasn’t just soaked, it trembled because it craved stimulation. Even so, the sheer pressure cut off my breath.

It felt insanely good, but I wanted more. I felt the urge to become one with Baek Mugyeong.

I spread my knees and lowered my hips. My body trembled as he filled me bit by bit.

“Hh. Hh.”

Baek Mugyeong’s pheromones grew thick enough to suffocate me. The hand that held my waist tightened too. But he didn’t do anything else.

“Are you really going to stay still?”

“I don’t want to lose my reason too.”

“Just watch.”

It wasn’t like we had never lost our reason while we had sex, so his show of restraint annoyed me. I wanted to make him take back his words, so I let my legs go slack, and I dropped down.

“Hhhh.”

I was prepared for it but I was still shocked. My breath stopped and my heart felt ready to stall. The position differed from usual, so his penis drove into a deep place. The feeling of my body opening up was something I would ever get used to.

I closed my eyes and barely caught my breath. Then I gripped Baek Mugyeong’s shoulders and lifted my head. He frowned as veins rose on his brow and neck. The thigh under me tensed and quivered.

He was a man with immense patience. I hadn’t known he could endure this.

That was lovely too. I reached out with both hands and held his cheeks. I kissed his lips and pushed my tongue in.

Baek Mugyeong didn’t refuse the kiss. We entwined our tongues as he slowly started thrusting. The hole was wet but it was tight enough that it made him unable to move properly.

I felt like I finally knew what real desperation meant. The heat in my head made me reckless. I sucked Baek Mugyeong’s tongue and hauled my hips. Then, I slammed down.

“Ugh.”

But this still fell far short. I let out moans and I repeated it a few times, and Baek Mugyeong finally reacted.

“Why are you so reckless?”

Baek Mugyeong whispered after he drew his lips away. Even his shallow breath tasted sweet, and I thought I might lose my senses.

“I want to do it fast.”

“You make me feel like I’ll go crazy.”

“You say you go crazy every time.”

I nipped Baek Mugyeong’s ear and I snickered. It felt good that I could drive him crazy.

“I can’t beat you.”

Baek Mugyeong let out a short laugh as he sighed and joined our lips. Almost at the same time, his large hot hand clamped my butt.

I sucked his tongue and he pierced me below. My head refused to think any longer.

Each time his penis pulled out to the end and thrust in deep again, my vision blurred and came back

At some point, tears wet my cheeks. Even as we kissed, moans slipped out. I rocked my hips on instinct.

“I want to swallow you.”

Baek Mugyeong’s low voice was the last thing I remembered.