BCRD 26

“Hyung-nim, did he tell you that too?”

“He said a lot of things, including that.”

Haejin squeezed his eyes shut. The way he was chewing on his lips, it looked as if he would have grabbed Hyunki by the collar if he had been there.

“Uh, that, the cheating thing…”

“It was in a fit of anger?”

“Yes, yes. It was just a joke, I didn’t mean it seriously.”

“I didn’t find it funny at all.”

“Hyung-nim, you were laughing… No! Hyunki hyung-nim was the one who brought up cheating first. I was just playing along. And, um, the part where I said Mister is a total kkondae when you get to know him, that was half a joke too!”

“What?”

“Pardon?”

“…”

“…”

Thud. Haejin dropped the hamburger he was holding. His face turned white. He had realized that the accusation of me being a “total kkondae” hadn’t reached my ears. It seemed he had made a preemptive move, thinking Hyunki had told me everything they had discussed, a classic case of a thief giving himself away.

Anyway, not just a kkondae, but a “total kkondae”… It was a word with as much impact as the talks of revenge or cheating.

“Was I… that bad?”

“N-not every day…”

“But generally, yes?”

“Weell… not to that extent, but… sometimes?”

Haejin, who answered in a noticeably timid voice, turned his head to look out the window. Seeing him unable to meet my eyes and so openly avoiding my gaze, it must have been a criticism filled with nothing but sincerity.

“Alright, fine. Let’s just say I’m a total kkondae sometimes.”

I didn’t know for sure, but if Haejin felt that way, I had no intention of denying it. Given the significant age gap between us, it was plausible that I had done things that are so-called kkondae-like in ways I wasn’t even conscious of.

“So, with that said, don’t even think about cheating. Unless you’re curious to see how much more of a kkondae I can be.”

To be precise, it would be more fitting to call it scumbag behavior rather than kkondae behavior.

I know. I know that even though he might have been serious about revenge, he probably wouldn’t have gone as far as to actually cheat. Nevertheless, I felt the need to make a point. It’s because I know all too well that he is someone who doesn’t hesitate to do reckless things depending on the situation.

“As you well know by now, my temper isn’t the best.”

“…”

“You’ll just be in trouble, but the bastard who gets involved with you will have a hard life.”

“…”

“I’m telling you in advance. Keep it in mind for your revenge plan.”

I know that the coercive sex, which was initiated by me, remains a trauma for Haejin. But unfortunately, I am a person who can do such a thing again if necessary. If Haejin were to sleep with someone other than me now, I would punish him mercilessly, just like that time. Of course, the other person would end up in a state where death would be a better option.

Though my tone was light, Haejin’s expression darkened at the sincere warning. But he wasn’t intimidated. It was a sign of discontent. The sulky retort that immediately followed proved it.

“Mister, you better not cheat on me.”

It was such an obvious thing to say that I wondered if I even needed to reply.

“I don’t have the luxury to look elsewhere.”

“You did in the past.”

The words he spat out, his gaze lowered, were full of distrust. There was no way I wouldn’t know what “past” Haejin was talking about, or what incident he was referring to.

“I didn’t in the past either.”

Liar.

Haejin glared at me again, accusing me.

It was just as Hyunki had said, that he was holding a grudge on the inside even if he didn’t show it. He had only been pretending not to care all this time, but he had kept the incident in his heart.

Hyunki told me to tell him the truth now, but I don’t know… I didn’t feel like blabbering on about the details of what happened back then anymore. In reality, the time for excuses to be effective had long passed. It would be pathetic to make excuses now after intentionally hurting him. He wouldn’t be able to trust my words completely either. Besides, regardless of the truth, the fact that I had deceived him with a lie does not change. This means that from the very intention, I could never be innocent. Therefore, Haejin’s distrust and accusations were justified.

Most importantly, what Haejin needed from me right now was not a pathetic excuse, but a firm promise. So, it was right to give him what he wanted.

“And I won’t in the future either.”

I made a promise filled only with sincerity, our gazes locked. Fortunately, the look of distrust in Haejin’s eyes faded. I could see it.

“…Alright. I’ll try to believe you. But if by any chance it happens again.”

For a moment, his eyes sharpened. It seemed he was about to threaten me. I was curious to see what kind of threat it would be.

And…

“I will really, truly kill you then, Mister.”

It was just as I had expected.

“This isn’t a joke, I’m serious. Twenty hits? It won’t end with just that. I’ll stab you with a knife for real. As you already know, Mister, I’m a person who can do that.”

I know.

He was the kind of person who could stab me in the neck with a pen if he didn’t have a knife. Whether it was his intention or not, if by any chance I were to hurt him again, I was also willing to die for him as he wished. Of course, I wouldn’t let such a thing happen.

In any case, it was an interesting threat that met my expectations.

“That’s admirable.”

Well, it wasn’t scary.

Even though it was a compliment, Haejin bit his lip with a frustrated expression. He seemed to think I was mocking him. However, he didn’t express his displeasure with words, and soon he picked up the hamburger he had dropped earlier and began to devour it diligently. Watching him, I also finished the rest of my hamburger.

About 30 minutes later, having cleaned his plate without leaving anything behind, he looked full and said to me.

“Mister, you’re done eating too, right? Let’s go for round two now.”

It was a good suggestion.

💳

The place Haejin chose for the second round was a bar as noisy as the fast-food restaurant.

As soon as we found a table, without even asking for my opinion, he ordered soju and a variety of side dishes, and he looked quite happy. So, despite frowning at the messy interior and the narrow space between tables, I felt willing to go along with it.

“Here, take it.”

As soon as the alcohol arrived, Haejin skillfully opened the bottle and filled my glass first. Then, he confidently held out his own glass. Even though he was an adult, he still looked so young to me, so I felt a familiar sense of displeasure out of habit. Nevertheless, I filled his glass without complaint for the time being. But then, oblivious to my thoughts, he demanded a toast, saying “Cheers!”. A sigh escaped me, but I had no choice but to play along.

I already knew this, but Haejin was quite a good drinker. The drinking itself was fine, of course. The problem was that he would drink endlessly if left to his own devices. He had a habit of falling asleep anywhere when he got drunk. By my standards, it was a bad habit. I needed to control him and make him stop at a reasonable point.

“Don’t like alcohol too much, and get into the habit of drinking just enough not to get drunk.”

“Yeees, old man.”

When I gave him a warning in advance, a playful reply came back. Was it because he was excited about eating out for the first time in a while? He seemed to be testing my patience more than usual today. It was a cheeky behavior that was both ridiculous and cute. So much so that I couldn’t help but laugh out loud.

We left the place after midnight and called for a designated driver to head home.

Throughout the ride, Haejin rested his head on my shoulder and dozed off. As might be expected, a strong smell of alcohol wafted from his body. His cheeks also grew noticeably flushed as time went on. It seemed the alcohol was getting to him quite a bit, even though I had tried to control his drinking.

Fortunately, he wasn’t drunk to the point where I’d worry about tomorrow. Even though I didn’t wake him up on purpose, he opened his eyes on his own as soon as we arrived at the apartment, and he could stand straight without me needing to carry him. For two bottles of soju, this was a decent result. However, I thought I should make him stop at one bottle next time. In my judgment, that was Haejin’s appropriate limit.

But Haejin’s thoughts were different from mine.

“Aww, what a shame. I could have drunk more…”

As soon as he entered the house, he grumbled to me as if talking to himself. I think the curse, that total kkondae, was tacked on at the end… or was I just imagining it?

“That’s enough for a little kid.”

“…Mister, honestly, don’t you feel a little guilty calling me that now?”

“Why?”

“First of all, there’s my age.”

“By my age standards, you’re still a little kid.”

“And also what you’ve done to me.”

“What did I do?”

“All sorts of things. Things you shouldn’t do to someone you see as a little kid.”

It was a valid point. Unable to retort, I just raised an eyebrow, and he cleared his throat and avoided my gaze. Though he pretended not to be, it was obvious he was nervous, as if he misunderstood and thought I was offended by his talking back.

I smiled lightly to show that wasn’t the case and poked his cheek with my finger.

“I admit it. I did all sorts of things I shouldn’t have. I’ll be careful from now on, so stop chirping and go wash up.”

“…Yeees.”

I reflexively raised my arm to pat the obedient Haejin’s head. However, I stopped just before touching him and lowered my arm again. It was because I remembered how he had felt uncomfortable with my unannounced physical contact. It had happened just this afternoon. I didn’t think he would react any differently now.

“Use the living room bathroom.”

Leaving Haejin behind, I walked inside first. I was also planning to wash up right away. Having two bathrooms was convenient at times like this.

I had just reached the living room and was taking off my coat.

“Um.”

Haejin’s voice caught my attention. I turned around without much thought and saw him with his head slightly bowed. The way he was fidgeting with his clasped hands, it looked like he had something to say to me. I was curious what on earth he was going to say that he had to brace himself like that.

“What is it.”

“Um, I think… no, I think I’m… very drunk.”

It was true that he was tipsy. But not to the extent that the word “very” was appropriate. However, I felt that wasn’t the main point of what he wanted to say, so I waited silently for the rest of his words.

After hesitating for a while, his lips moving, he finally added with difficulty.

“So… that’s why. Um, well, I think it would be… nice if… Mister… could wash me.”

For a moment, I couldn’t believe my ears.

Did I hear that right?

“What?”

I asked again, frowning.

Haejin squeezed his eyes shut and scratched his head vigorously. Then he mumbled in an even lower voice than before.

“I asked… you to wash me…”

His face was getting redder and redder. It was a look of shyness for anyone to see. Thanks to that, I knew. I knew that what I had just heard wasn’t some kind of auditory hallucination brought on by the alcohol.

The problem, however, was how I should interpret this.

“…”

When I said nothing, Haejin suddenly lifted his head and questioned me in a louder voice.

“I asked you to wash me. Why aren’t you saying anything? Is it because you can’t be bothered?”

Of course, that wasn’t it.

“I’m not bothered.”

“Then why…”

“Because I can’t believe it.”

This was the guy who would have refused even if I had offered to wash him first. But now he was asking me to wash him first? Considering his behavior until now, it was an unbelievable thing to say.

“What can’t you believe?”

He, on the contrary, frowned and questioned me as if my words were the ones that made no sense.

“What exactly can’t you believe? Is asking you to wash me such a strange request?”

“It’s not strange.”

But it is dangerous.

Surely, he hadn’t said it thinking I would be able to purely just wash him. He had his innocent side, but he wasn’t that naive. If nothing had happened between us until now, it would be a different story, but we had already slept together several times. Whatever his intention was, for me, it was a request that could be interpreted as a sexual signal.

“But, did you think about how that request would sound to me before you said it?”

Haejin flinched at my question. And after showing a moment of hesitation, he finally nodded his head. It meant my interpretation, that is, that it was a seduction, was correct.

Still, it was difficult to just welcome it. Even if he wasn’t very drunk, he was still tipsy, wasn’t he? It was necessary to consider that he wasn’t in a state where rational thinking was easy. Besides, as Haejin said, I already had a record of doing all sorts of fucked-up things. There was no harm in being cautious.

Unable to readily agree, I quietly observed Haejin’s reaction. Then, he bit his lip and his eyebrows drooped into a crying face.

“Forget it. If you don’t want to, then don’t. I’ll wash myself.”

“Who said I don’t want to.”

“You’re not saying you do, either.”

“I do. I do, but I’m just confused.”

“What are you confused about now.”

“Whether you really want this, or if you’re just saying it because you’re drunk.”

He was a person who had openly shown his reluctance to have physical contact with me. If this was a seduction made impulsively while drunk, it would be better not to respond for the sake of the future. It was a consideration of sorts. But Haejin pouted his lips and grumbled sullenly.

“It’s not because Mister isn’t really interested, is it?”

“Me?”

“You’ve been like that lately. Like you don’t really… want to do… anything with me…”

“…Me?”

It was a truly absurd thing to say. So much so that I couldn’t help but repeat the same question like an idiot.

“You have. You haven’t laid a hand on me. You haven’t even tried.”

A headache suddenly flared up. By my standards, the one who had been avoiding sex all this time was clearly Haejin. But now he was blaming me instead. It was such a preposterous accusation that I didn’t even know where or how to begin refuting it.

“I think that’s something I should be asking. Weren’t you the one who was avoiding it?”

“Me?”

“Yes, you.”

“When did I?”

This time, he asked back, dumbfounded. As if he had never once done such a thing.

There was no sign of deceit in his expression or tone. He was genuinely feeling wronged. He was asserting that he had never, ever done such a thing. However, I couldn’t just accept his words as true simply because there was no hint of a lie. It was because of the nagging memories that remained in my mind. Therefore, I had no choice but to press the issue now.

“It seemed like you felt repulsed whenever I touched you.”

“Whaat?”

“Am I wrong?”

“No. Not at all?”

Then… was that whole vibe a misunderstanding? Was it just my imagination?

When I frowned, unable to easily accept it, Haejin grew frustrated and offered an explanation.

“I was a bit nervous. But I never felt repulsed or anything. In the first place, does it even make sense for me to feel repulsed by your touch now? After we’ve… done all those things we shouldn’t have.”

“I thought you hated it because of those things we shouldn’t have done.”

“I, on the other hand, thought you weren’t touching me because you have a certain preference.”

“What kind of preference is that now.”

“You know, like, the forceful kind? That sort of thing?”

What is this…

“What?”

“I mean, it’s true, isn’t it? Honestly, Mister, you seemed more turned on when you were rough with me… You were more aggressive too… And when we did it normally, you seemed very calm…”

“…”

“So I thought… maybe doing it normally is boring for you…”

“…Haa.”

A deep sigh escaped me on its own.

What should I say? The word “dumbfounded” wasn’t enough. It was more like… insulting? Yes, that seems right. I can say with certainty that what I just heard from Haejin was the most insulting thing I have ever heard in my entire life.

I swept my hair back and asked Haejin.

“Do you see me as such a bastard that I’d have a rape fetish?”

Fortunately, Haejin did not affirm it. However, he couldn’t deny it either. He just furtively averted his gaze. It must mean he felt sorry towards me, but he hadn’t not thought about it at all.

A hollow laugh escaped me.

I had thought that Haejin was finally getting to know my true self. But that was a misjudgment. On the contrary, it was becoming distorted for the worse.

A sudden wave of suffocation came over me, and I grabbed my tie and roughly loosened it. Then I approached him.

“It seems we have a pretty big misunderstanding between us.”

Haejin stumbled backwards. He must have sensed an unusual aura from me.

I closed the distance in an instant and pulled him by wrapping an arm around his waist. Holding his body that came to me without resistance, I said to Haejin.

“From now on, let’s clear up that misunderstanding, together. Actively.”

After stripping all of Haejin’s clothes off, I took him into the bathroom.

From the moment we entered the bathroom, he couldn’t even look me straight in the eyes. Even though he was the one who asked me to wash him, now that I was about to do it, he was just at a complete loss. When my hand touched his skin, he flinched again, showing his nervousness. Strangely, this time that reaction didn’t feel like repulsion. Instead, it just felt like anticipation.

From that, I could tell. That Haejin’s claim was true. That he had, in fact, never once rejected my touch. In other words, I had jumped to conclusions. Since I had done what I did, my thoughts must have turned negative. This, too, was a case of a thief giving himself away.

After soaking his skin sufficiently with warm water, I slowly caressed Haejin’s body with my hands. Now that I knew he didn’t feel repulsed, I didn’t need to be careful with my touch.

Every time my hand touched his body, he flinched without fail. My hand slid down from his nape and soon reached between his legs. As might be expected, and also thankfully, Haejin’s penis was already erect.

The erect penis quivered as if conscious of my approaching touch. Feeling it himself, Haejin covered his face with both hands and moaned. Only shame could be read from that reaction, not repulsion.

The corners of my mouth curled up on their own. Smiling, I lightly swept over his penis with my hand. In response, Haejin squeezed his thighs together. The short breath he let out at the same time was an urging to touch him more properly.

I lightly wiped only the surface of his penis and then dropped my hand down. I slid it between his thighs and scrubbed his testicles and perineum with my palm, and this time Haejin’s whole body trembled. I rubbed between his thighs with my palm a few more times. Before long, his erect member began to squirm, showing signs of ejaculation. I had no intention of finishing things here, so I moved my hand to his thigh without stimulating him further.

“Ah…”

A tantalizing moan leaked through Haejin’s teeth. As if he was disappointed. However, he couldn’t protest and just chewed on his lips.

“Turn around.”

I said after washing him with my hands, from his knees, calves, ankles, the top of his feet, down to his toes, without missing a single part. He seemed to hesitate for a moment, but then he obediently turned around.

Just like before, I first wet his skin with warm water. Then, starting from the top, I slowly scrubbed his skin with my hands. While doing so, his particularly red earlobes and the nape of his neck caught my eye. They were a color that looked so appetizing I felt the urge to bite down on them.

A hunger-like lust quickly consumed my entire body. My own cock was already erect. In fact, it had been since the moment I laid a hand on Haejin’s body. It meant I wasn’t unaffected, but rather that I was holding back. Because this wasn’t a suitable place for sex. Of course, it wasn’t a problem for me at all. But Haejin, who had little experience with different positions, was the problem. It was obvious that being taken from behind while standing would still be difficult for him. It had been a while, so I wasn’t confident I could control myself properly either.

My hand, which had been sliding down his spine, passed his lower back and naturally reached his buttocks. After caressing the soft cheeks, I slipped my fingers between the crevice and touched his hole.

“Heut…!”

An immediate reaction erupted from Haejin’s body, just as much as when I had touched his penis. I could feel his hole contracting at my fingertips. This time, I was confused whether it was due to anticipation of insertion or fear.

For later, I deliberately took more care in washing it. The hole contracted and relaxed repeatedly, as if breathing. For a moment, I thought about loosening him up roughly here, but I wasn’t confident I could finish with just my fingers, so I gave up the idea.

I touched his hole in a way that was closer to a caress than washing. The entrance gradually softened. He was relaxing. I felt that this was enough for now.

I was about to pull my fingers out from between his buttocks.

“……!”

Suddenly, Haejin reached his arm back and grabbed my hand. As if telling me not to pull it out. That wasn’t all.

“J-Just keep going, please.”

He was openly urging for insertion.

For a moment, blood rushed to my lower body. If we had been on the bed, I would have slammed my cock in without a second thought.

“It’ll be hard on you if you take it here.”

“That… I’ll know when we try.”

“Even if you say it’s hard and try to pull away, I can’t stop in the middle. Just endure it for now…”

“E-Enduring it! Is… harder.”

…It was a seduction that could only be described as audacious.

At this point, there was no other way. I had no choice but to do as he asked. To be honest, I was also finding it difficult to hold back any longer. To receive such a temptation and pretend not to notice? That wouldn’t be normal.

Even so, I couldn’t just recklessly shove it in like this.

“Put your arms against the wall and push your ass out more.”

Haejin obediently changed his posture as I instructed. As his ass pushed further back, the crevice between his cheeks parted, revealing his hole more explicitly. The slightly protruding entrance was as red as his earlobes.

I rubbed the wrinkles with my finger. It was a kind of warning. As if sensing this, his hole twitched repeatedly. Without dragging it out, I pushed my finger all the way in at once.

“Aht!”

Haejin dropped his head and let out a sharp moan. It was the first insertion in a long time. Even with just one finger, the foreign sensation must have been considerable, as I could feel his entire body tensing up. But I had no intention of pulling it out. He must have been prepared for it anyway. If I stopped, he might even glare at me with dissatisfaction and protest.

I spread the tight inner walls by rotating my deeply embedded finger in a circle. When I felt there was a little more room, I inserted another finger and scraped the inner walls.

“Ah! Eut! Haah!”

Haejin’s moans grew rougher. Still, it seemed he hadn’t completely lost the feeling, as his hole accepted the second finger quicker than I thought. Soon, I found his prostate and pressed down on it, and Haejin made a breathless sound, his waist trembling. His thighs squeezed tightly inward.

I deliberately poked his prostate repeatedly. I also increased the speed. Soon, Haejin shook his head and made a crying sound. It must be because he found it difficult to handle the rapidly intensifying pleasure.

“Wait…! Heut, just a momen—…!”

I didn’t stop because I knew it wasn’t out of dislike, but because he was feeling it too much. Instead, I inserted another finger. Then I pounded, spread, and even scraped more roughly than before.

“Ah, ah, ahh, ah, ah, ahk, ah, heuah!”

In time with my hand movements digging inside him, Haejin’s moans also grew rougher. He even reached a point where his knees buckled and his body staggered. I quickly wrapped an arm around his waist to support him so he wouldn’t collapse. And then I resumed the hand movements I had briefly stopped and once again carefully caressed his inner walls.

“Aheung…! Eut!”

Suddenly, hot fluid was sprayed onto the arm wrapped around his waist. It meant Haejin had come, and it was proof that he had felt pleasure, not pain, from the insertion. This was enough preparation.

“Heuuu…”

As if consumed by the afterglow, Haejin convulsed shallowly and made a lewd sound. When I pulled my fingers out and brought the tip of my cock to his hole, his back twitched. Without giving him time for tension to build, I immediately pushed the head in.

“Ah!”

Haejin threw his head back and let out a scream-like moan. It was a sound that incited arousal. Without stopping, I slowly pushed deeper, widening the hole that had narrowed in the meantime.

“Agh! Ah…!”

Even though I had taken care to loosen him up, his hole struggled. I could feel it clearly through my cock. It wasn’t just clenching; it was biting down. But the pain inflicted on my penis only served to heighten the pleasure. Sex was originally something that became more fun the stronger the stimulation.

Enjoying the feeling of the tight inner walls clinging to me, I put gentle pressure on my hips. The inner walls stretched further, creating a path inside his stomach. Soon, my cock was in up to the root.

“Akh!”

“Haah…!”

The inner walls chewed on my cock as if they were pulsating. I let out a gasp and closed my eyes. With that, the taste of the flesh of the inner walls became even more vivid.

I gave it a moment for his hole to get used to my cock. I didn’t bother asking the meaningless question of whether he was okay. It had been too long. There was no way he was okay. I could feel that with my body too.

“Aaaah…”

A pained sound leaked from Haejin. His legs were trembling as if he was having a spasm. If I started moving in earnest, he probably wouldn’t last long and would collapse. Not only was it his first time being penetrated in a long while, but it seemed to be even harder for him because it was a position he had never tried before.

I tightened my arm around Haejin’s waist. There was no way I could stop in the middle, so it was better to support him completely with my strength. Whether he understood my intention or did so unconsciously, he relaxed his body. Because of that, the weight I felt on my arm grew stronger, but I didn’t feel it was heavy at all. On the contrary, I just felt more stable than before.

Before starting to move in earnest, I swayed my hips slightly as a warning. The inner walls, not yet fully relaxed, wriggled elastically. I gently rubbed the inner walls with the head of my cock as if to soothe them. I also licked the nape of his neck with my tongue. Heuuu, he let out a coquettish moan. The pressure of his hole chewing on my cock also eased, even if just a little.

Slowly, I pulled my hips back. The inner walls, wrapped around the flesh, moved along with it. The sensation created by the friction of the skin was intense. To use an analogy, it felt like being rubbed against rough sandpaper.

After pulling my cock out by about a finger’s length, I thrusted back inside. With a wet squelch, the head pounded against the inner walls again.

“Ahyet! Ah, it hurts…!”

Haejin complained of pain directly. Thinking he needed more wetness, I turned on the shower and poured water on our joined parts. In that state, I resumed the insertion.

“Eut! Aheung! Ahh! Ah! Heuu!”

At first, I thrusted up slowly but deeply enough. I spread the inner walls with the head and rubbed the mucous membrane with the shaft. His hole reacted sensitively, tightening below. It was a clench so strong it created a dimple in the crease of his buttocks. But perhaps thanks to the water, the tight feeling was definitely less. Haejin’s moans, which had been filled only with pain, also began to change in tone.

“Hngeun, eu! Haah! Ah! Ahh! Ah! Ah! Ah!”

I gradually increased the speed. With my water-soaked cock, I relentlessly churned inside him. The wet inner walls accepted my cock without resistance.

Thinking it was enough, I turned off the water again and let the shower head drop to the floor. My free hand was placed against the wall. And then I began to pound inside him more earnestly.

“Ah, ah, ah! Heut! Ahyet! Ah!”

I thrust the tip of my cock, which was as sensitive as it could get, all the way to his insides. The loosened inner walls clung to my penis, pouring stimulation onto it. The entrance that gripped my cock also clung perfectly, trembling.

“Haah, Haejin-ah. Hah…!”

With my lips, I licked his earlobe and the nape of his neck haphazardly. Arousal filled me to the brim. My five senses became extremely sensitive.

The reins of reason were gradually loosening. I was trying my best not to lose them, but I wasn’t confident I could hold on until the end. It couldn’t be helped. The period of forced abstinence had been long. The longer the accumulation period, the more powerful the explosion. It was the same for sexual desire.

Slap, slap, slap. Every time our lower bodies separated and slapped back together, it produced an obscene sound. The pleasure was overflowing to the point my groin was aching. The strength in my hips was losing control. It moved on its own, following the desire to feel Haejin’s body deeper, harder, stronger, and more intensely.

I thrust my hips without rest. My heavy testicles repeatedly hit his buttocks. Haejin’s body lurched every time my cock pounded in and out of him.

“Heuah, ah, ahh! Haheut! Eu-eung!”

At some point, a blunt piece of flesh got caught properly on the head of my cock.

“Heek!”

Haejin let out a scream-like sound and writhed. It was a reaction that clearly told me what the flesh I had touched with the head was. When I deliberately thrust once more with a heavy thud, this time his whole body trembled. Smiling, I repeatedly jabbed the nipple-like swollen flesh with the head of my cock.

“Eueu! Heuu, wai—, ahyk!”

Haejin’s legs trembled violently. If it weren’t for my arm supporting his waist, he would have already collapsed.

“Wai, heu, w-wai—! Ah! Ahh! Mister…! Hee-i!”

The trembling in his legs soon spread to his entire body. Finding the intense pleasure overwhelming, Haejin soon reached his hands back and began to push against my lower abdomen. It was a futile act. As if to scold him, I instead thrust my cock deeper, pressed the head against his prostate, and rotated my hips to grind against it. In response, Haejin arched his back and let out a silent scream. Along with that, he ended up pissing water from his penis, which I didn’t know had become erect. The amount of water pooling at our feet was considerable.

“You said you were all grown up, but you still can’t hold your pee very well.”

I deliberately joked, knowing it wasn’t pee. Even while leaking, he shook his head, denying it. His face was already flushed bright red with shame.

“I-It’s not… not pee…”

“Yes, it is.”

“It’s not! Heu…”

“I said it is. By the way, why the sudden informal speech? It’s making my heart flutter.”

“Noo…! Ack!”

I brought down the hand that was on the wall and gripped his testicles. The testicles, filled with semen, were swollen hard like a rock. I kneaded them, trailed my lips down the line of his shoulder, and then resumed fucking him.

“Ah! Ahh! Th, ah! Ahh!”

When I pressed down on his prostate like before, he writhed again. His erect penis bobbed as if pleading to be allowed to cum. But I had no intention of letting him go first. Instead, I gripped his testicles even tighter, preventing him from ejaculating.

“Let go, let go…! Please let g—… Hit! Let goo…!”

Haejin begged. When I still didn’t let go, he even dug his nails into my arm and scratched me. It was a pathetic yet stimulating resistance. In any case, I didn’t plan to drag it out for long either. Today, even pretending to be relaxed was impossible.

“Wait, haah…! I’m about to… cum too…!”

“Ha-euh!”

Thrust, thrust, thrust! The sounds of impact, proving the intensity of the insertion, continued without rest. I closed my eyes and felt the pleasure filling every corner of my body without a gap. It felt like the fire that started from the inner walls gripping my cock was spreading throughout my entire body. Every time I pulled out slightly and thrust in deep, my head grew dizzy as if I were endlessly falling.

It was when the feeling of cumming, which had been rising from my lower body, finally reached the top of my head.

“Eut!”

I sank my teeth into his shoulder and burst my semen into his inner walls.

“Heuah…!”

A lewd moan pierced my ears. He was feeling my semen being shot into his inner walls.

Even while cumming, I thrusted my hips up once in a while. Each time, I could feel a gush of semen coming out in a clump. Was it because it had been a long time, or because I was too excited? The amount of semen was considerable.

After shooting every last drop into his inner walls, I pulled out my penis. As if telling me not to leave, the inner walls clung to my skin and were pulled out with it. When I had completely pulled out, it even revealed the reddened inner flesh.

“Ha-eueu…!”

Haejin excreted my semen with a moan. The semen made in my body seeped out from inside his hole and flowed down his thigh. Could there be a more stimulating sight in the world?

The excitement that had briefly subsided rose up again throughout my body. My penis quickly became hard again. I unconsciously tried to thrust in again but held back for now. The urgent fire had been put out, so I judged it would be better to finish washing him and take him to bed.

Haejin, who had been panting for a while, suddenly asked.

“Mister…. Wa-was it… good?”

It was a question with such a predetermined answer that it felt useless.

“Yes.”

“How good was it?”

“Good enough to make me think I won’t be able to let you sleep today.”

“Ah.”

Haejin was showing signs of collapsing already from the unfamiliar position. Nevertheless, I was sorry, but this wasn’t a situation where I could end it here. Only the desire to properly, freely, and sickeningly devour him was welling up.

Haejin stealthily turned his head and shot a glance at me. I was a bit confused as to what his gaze meant. At a glance, it looked like fear, and from another perspective, it looked like anticipation.

But it didn’t matter which it was.

“You knew this would happen.”

Haejin had permitted me.

“You’re the one who touched first.”

So, I was planning to be properly greedy.

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“Eup, eu-eum…!”

“Haah…”

Leaning against the headboard of the bed, I looked down at Haejin. Who was diligently sucking my cock.

He was still clumsy at fellatio. It was just putting it in his mouth and licking it with his tongue. Well, this was only the second time. It was natural for him to be clumsy. Because he was clumsy, it was also more arousing in a way. In fact, Haejin’s awkwardness in sexual acts had a way of… satisfying my desire for conquest. It was a base pleasure that came from staining this pure thing with my color.

And yet I thought I could let something like this go. Thinking about it now, it was a judgment that was not just arrogant but foolish. Now, just imagining Haejin showing this side of himself to another man, or even a woman, made my insides boil.

My mind, which had been wandering freely, soon produced a single question. What if Haejin had slept with someone else through a normal relationship, not prostitution, and what if I had found out? …There was no way I would have been fine. I might have lost my mind, just like when I found out he had chosen prostitution for money.

I wanted Haejin to live a normal, good life. That’s why I let him go. But would I have respected a life with someone other than me? …Now, it was difficult to assert that I would have. Of course, the cause of the anger ignited by the incident at Sohyedang was because Haejin had treated his own body carelessly. Not because of jealousy. However, it was difficult to say that such feelings were completely absent. It was just that it was unfamiliar, so I didn’t recognize it at the time, but that emotion could have also been a cause of the anger. The fact that my anger didn’t subside easily even after tearing apart the bastard who touched Haejin more than necessary was evidence, if you could call it that.

Well, either way, it’s a meaningless hypothetical. Now, Haejin was mine. I couldn’t let him live a normal life because he was by my side, but I intended to make sure he felt no lack by being by my side. No, that’s not enough. I wanted to make it so that he could only live properly by my side. Without leaving any room for him to look at other people or other environments.

A sudden surge of possessiveness made me reach out impulsively. When I grabbed his hair, the startled boy looked up.

“Spit it out and turn around. There’s something I want to suck too.”

Haejin, who had spit out my cock as ordered, hesitated. He was doing that because if he turned around, his ass would be exposed to my view.

“Hurry up.”

I urged him by tapping his cheek with my finger. In the end, Haejin, unable to erase his reluctant expression, sluggishly turned around and showed me his back.

When I grabbed the ass that had naturally entered my field of vision and spread it to the side, his hole was revealed. The entrance, which seemed swollen from the sex in the bathroom, puckered as if anticipating insertion. It was a rather appetizing sight.

I lowered my body to a position that was good for taking it in my mouth. My erect cock tip moved down along with me, brushing against Haejin’s stomach and chest. As if it tickled, Haejin’s back trembled.

“Lower your waist and lift only your ass higher.”

This time too, he hesitated slightly, but in the end, he lowered his waist as ordered. Thanks to that, his hole was revealed even more explicitly. After wetting my lips with my tongue, I immediately pressed my lips to his hole.

“Hngeun…”

A wet breath, soaked in pleasure, fell onto the head of my cock. I stuck out my tongue and licked the bulging flesh. It had a taste as stimulating as its appearance.

“Heuahhh!”

A coquettish cry mixed with the sound of flesh being sucked. I don’t know if he was aware of it himself, but in my judgment, Haejin quite liked having his hole licked. Even during our first time, when he was just scared, he had shown signs of being turned on and excited when his hole was licked. It was the same now. Even while trembling, far from running away, he was pushing his ass further back. As if he wanted to be licked properly. He even, without being told, grabbed my cock on his own and stuck out his tongue to suck the head. It meant he was completely drunk on arousal.

I licked between the wrinkles and then pressed my lips again and sucked deeply. While letting out a pained sound, Haejin sucked my cock even more diligently.

After sucking the flesh to my heart’s content, I suddenly straightened my tongue and inserted it into his hole. It was moderately loosened from the previous insertion, so it went in without difficulty. The inner walls tasted a bit more fishy than the flesh at the entrance. Seeing that even that fishy taste felt sweet, it seemed I was just as drunk on arousal as he was.

The wet entrance gradually lost its elasticity and became limp. I pulled out my tongue, leaned my head back, and visually inspected the state of his hole. It was truly bright red. But there was another part that was just as flushed as his hole. It was his perineum below. That area also looked equally appetizing.

I lowered my head and impulsively bit his perineum.

“……!”

As if it were an unexpected stimulation, Haejin spat out my cock and looked back at me. I ignored him and continued to suck. Unlike his hole, the flesh was considerably softer.

“Ah, ahh, ah…. Hngeun!”

His reaction was as intense as when his hole was being licked.

“Ha-eueu…”

The moan that pierced my ears was more coquettish than ever before. The concentration of arousal within it gradually deepened. My erect cock also grew more taut, as if it was getting impatient.

Around the time the feeling of cumming reached its peak in my penis, I pulled my lips away. A long string of saliva stretched between my lips and his perineum.

I grabbed his ass to forcefully support Haejin’s lower body, which was about to collapse, and raised myself up. And then I thrust my penis all the way in at once.

“Ahk!”

The hole, which had become wide open from the round of insertion and licking, softly accepted my penis. There was no trace of pain in the moan Haejin let out. That wasn’t all. He even burst out with water just from the insertion. The transparent liquid, which erupted like a fountain, pattered down onto the sheets.