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    Born into a third-generation Korean immigrant family, Yohan, the youngest of two sons and one daughter, had recently started a new family. Having been devoted to his family for some time and unable to look after those around him, Yohan met up with Aisha for the first time in a very long while.

    It was thanks to Lear being away on a one-night, two-day business trip for his hotel job that Yohan could casually drink beer with Aisha at Balf’s near the branch office and chat like this. If it weren’t for that, Lear would have surely tried to stick by Yohan’s side 24 hours a day.

    In any case, it was then, while he was talking and chatting about this and that with someone other than Lear for the first time in a long while, that she handed Yohan a box, saying she had brought something interesting.

    “Try it.”

    “What is this?”

    Tipsy from the alcohol, Yohan let out a deep sigh. He looked at the item Aisha had handed him. It was none other than a pregnancy test. Yohan’s eyes widened as he looked at Aisha. He couldn’t understand why she was giving this to him. Aisha scratched her head and said:

    “We almost had an accident.”

    “Huh?”

    “Ah, since I’m an Alpha, of course it wasn’t me.”

    “Then?”

    “My girlfriend.”

    “You had a girlfriend?”

    Aisha nodded with a shy expression.

    “It’s been a while.”

    “Why are you telling me now?”

    “Even though I say it’s been a while, it’s only been three months.”

    “And you already had an accident?”

    “No, I said we almost had one.”

    Yohan clicked his tongue.

    “My girlfriend wasn’t feeling well, so just in case, I went to the pharmacy and bought a whole bunch. Thankfully, she wasn’t pregnant.”

    “So why are you giving this to me?”

    “I have leftovers and no one to give them to. I brought it to give to you since we were meeting today. Try it for fun. Who knows, you might discover you have testicular cancer.”

    “What?”

    “Some Beta guy tried it out of boredom, and two lines showed up. He went to the hospital, and they said it was testicular cancer…. You should try it, just in case.”

    Aisha said with a wicked smile. Yohan got annoyed and threw the test at her. But Aisha insisted on shoving the test into Yohan’s pocket. It was truly useless.

    “Ah, I said I’m good.”

    “It’s a special gift since we’re meeting for the first time in a while.”

    “Aren’t you just dumping your trash on me?”

    “Hey, that thing’s brand new.”

    Yohan looked at Aisha with an exasperated expression. They talked for a long time after that, but it wasn’t a very meaningful conversation. Still, the time spent talking nonsense with a friend for the first time in a while was, in its own way, an enjoyable time for Yohan. After chatting for several hours, Yohan finally parted ways with Aisha and immediately called an Uber to go home.

    As he was taking off his clothes to wash up, Yohan took out the box that Aisha had stuffed into his pocket. To be honest, seeing such an unexpected item in front of him stirred his curiosity. With Lear gone and being bored, he wondered if he should give it a try. Yohan tore open the packaging and took the test according to the instructions.

    “In three minutes…”

    Yohan glanced at the clock and stared intently at the test he had placed on the sink. The sight of himself doing something so stupid was absurd. Perhaps because of that, time seemed to pass both quickly and slowly. Why was he so nervous when the possibility of pregnancy was zero in the first place? Ah, was it because he heard that a pregnancy test could detect testicular cancer?

    “Gasp!”

    Three minutes passed, and the result appeared on the test.

    “T-two lines?!”

    The pregnancy test result was two lines. Yohan wondered if he had misunderstood something and looked closely at the instructions.

    “…”

    One line was negative, two lines were positive. For a moment, Yohan was at a loss for words. It was because he remembered what Aisha had said—that if a Beta male used it and two lines appeared, it might be testicular cancer. Yohan thought that even though his balls had only enjoyed pleasure without fulfilling the duty of production, it was too much for a trial like this to come at his age.

    “Haha. No way.”

    It couldn’t be. It had to be false. Yohan swayed for a moment. Then, for the time being, he gathered the test and its packaging and threw them roughly into the trash can. Yohan came out of the bathroom with a look of disbelief on his face. He found his phone and searched on Google.

    Beta male pregnancy test testicular cancer|

    “Ah… fuck.”

    There were over 8,000 search results. And right from the first page, it was filled with articles like ‘Beta Male Detects Testicular Cancer with Pregnancy Test’ and ‘Beta Male’s Positive Pregnancy Result? Turns Out to Be Testicular Cancer.’ He felt like he knew the contents without even clicking on the articles, and his head grew dizzy.

    “I’m a Beta…. So that means…”

    No. That couldn’t be. It was impossible. Yohan momentarily denied reality. But that didn’t last long. He clearly confirmed once again that the pregnancy test he had taken for fun had shown a positive result.

    In that case, there was only one conclusion. ‘Testicular cancer.’ He thought Aisha had been talking nonsense, but to think it was actually true.

    He was married and had a husband to take care of, and he had cancer? He was still in the prime of his life. The average life expectancy was 100 years, and he hadn’t even lived half of that yet. On top of that, Lear hadn’t even gotten ugly yet, and they were newlyweds. But cancer. And testicular cancer, of all things….

    Yohan felt sick to his stomach. He ran straight to the toilet and threw up all the beer and french fries he had chugged down with Aisha. After flushing, Yohan rinsed his mouth and let out a deep sigh.

    “What do I do…”

    Cancer. Yohan tossed his phone aside and sighed deeply. He didn’t know how far the cancer had progressed, but he wondered if it was treatable, and if the condition was at its worst, he wondered how long he had left to live. Plus, he wondered how he should tell Lear. Couldn’t he become impotent if things went wrong? As his thoughts spiraled and reached ‘impotent,’ he truly felt even sicker. And he didn’t want Lear to see his pathetic and sick self.

    “First, I should go to the hospital and get it… properly checked out… Ah, really. Haaah…”

    He felt a throbbing pain in his abdomen for no reason. No, was it his dick that hurt? Despairing, Yohan tore at his hair and began searching for a hospital to book an appointment with a famous urologist in the area. His fingers trembled, and his heart grew heavy.

    As soon as he arrived home, Lear opened his arms the moment he saw Yohan. Who does he think he is, some kind of puppy? He shouldn’t be getting into habits like this…. With his heart aching, Yohan couldn’t bring himself to look Lear in the face. But if he avoided his gaze, he thought Lear might become suspicious, so Yohan walked towards Lear while looking at the space between his eyebrows and let himself be hugged.

    “You’re back?”

    His voice cracked slightly, but Lear didn’t say anything and just hugged Yohan tightly. He figured Yohan was just feeling a little shy since they hadn’t seen each other in a while.

    “Ah, I missed you, honey.”

    Yohan placed a hand on Lear’s back and held on tight.

    “Anyone would think we haven’t seen each other for a week.”

    “Even one night and two days is hard. Seriously. I thought I was going to die.”

    Lear whined, saying he didn’t want to be apart for even a second. The sweet sound of laughter by his ear made Yohan let out a small chuckle. It wasn’t for nothing that he married this man. He felt he could love him even if his black hair turned white as scallion roots, to the point he didn’t have a single strand of hair left.

    ‘I was planning to dump him if he got ugly. I guess I can’t do that now.’

    Thinking about the future, his heart felt heavy again, and it felt like the world was going dark. How could he leave behind this cute husband who still needed so much affection? This was a man who acted clingy and whined like this after just a short time apart. Despite his large frame, he loved a warm embrace….

    Lear, who had not the slightest clue about Yohan’s feelings or what he was thinking, simply swayed his body and peppered Yohan’s nape with kisses.

    Yohan wanted to push Lear away but held back and accepted the affectionate actions of the big guy. Maybe it was because he was sick, but small things like this felt significant.

    “Should I have just gone with you after all?”

    “You said you needed a break after being stuck together every day.”

    “Well… that’s true. But you said you missed me so much you could die. It’d be unfair to become a widower already when we’re still newlyweds, wouldn’t it?”

    “Thanks for thinking it’d be unfair.”

    Yohan said, gently pushing away the pestering Lear.

    “Well, I’d have to quickly meet someone else before I get lonely.”

    “Honey. That’s so mean. Really. Were you making plans like that?”

    Lear said with a pout. But the hand stroking through his hair was gentler than anyone’s.

    “Isn’t that obvious? I can’t stand being lonely. So either you maintain your good looks and live for a thousand years.”

    “Don’t worry. I won’t let you be lonely. I really can’t stand even the thought of you getting with some other bastard. Even if I die, I’ll resurrect as an evil spirit and stick right by your side.”

    “What do you mean, an evil spirit.”

    When Yohan snorted, Lear fiddled with the buttons on his loud shirt and said.

    “Honestly, I don’t think I’ll go to heaven.”

    “You’re surprisingly objective about yourself.”

    Lear shrugged his shoulders slightly and then undid a button on the Hawaiian shirt he was fiddling with. In that moment, Yohan knew very well what would happen next. And once it started, it wouldn’t stop until he collapsed from exhaustion.

    Of course, normally, after being apart for a night and two days, getting together like that wouldn’t have been a huge strain… but the situation had changed a bit. Since he wasn’t feeling well and didn’t know what the future held, shouldn’t he avoid it? Yohan reached out and grabbed Lear’s wrist.

    “Let’s just hold hands and sleep today.”

    “Honey?”

    Lear’s eyes went wide as he stared at Yohan with a shocked expression. Yohan let out a small sigh and said to Lear:

    “I think I’m not feeling well.”

    “Are you sick?”

    Lear immediately reached out and placed his hand on Yohan’s head. He definitely had a fever.

    “You have a slight fever.”

    “What? Really?”

    “This is why we need to sleep holding each other tight…”

    The thought that he might actually be sick and that symptoms were starting to appear one by one made him feel nauseous. Yohan unconsciously frowned and swallowed hard to push down the churning in his stomach. Then Lear took Yohan’s hand and fidgeted with it as he said:

    “Should I call a doctor?”

    “No. It’s fine. What’s the point… over something like this.”

    Whether it was cancer or not, Yohan planned to say nothing to Lear until it was certain. In fact, he wondered if he could tell him even after it was certain.

    “Won’t I get better if I just get some rest?”

    “You’re so sturdy, I thought you never even caught a cold.”

    “I’m not an idiot.”

    The moment Yohan said that, Lear’s eyes sparkled. It felt like he was about to say something completely useless and annoying. Seeing that look, Yohan looked at Lear and said sharply:

    “Don’t.”

    “I haven’t done anything.”

    “Whatever you’re thinking and about to say right now, don’t even let it leave your mouth.”

    “Jeez. That’s so mean. Really.”

    Lear stuck his lips out. But he stuck close to Yohan, subtly leading his body towards the bedroom. If he had his way, he would have liked to sweep Yohan up into his arms and lay him down himself, but he knew better than anyone that Yohan hated that.

    “Then, let’s go to the hospital when you wake up tomorrow.”

    “I’m going, but not with you.”

    “Why not? Hm? Why is our prince so grumpy?”

    At the sight of Lear tucking him into the covers, Yohan let out a deep sigh. He hated making him worry, and he was grateful that Lear was caring for him like this, but it couldn’t be helped.

    “Hey, in the first place, nobody goes to the hospital for a cold like this, okay? And it’s embarrassing. It’s a bit much to go with a guardian when you’re all grown up.”

    The hospital Yohan had to go to was a different one anyway, and honestly, going with Lear was a bit much. At least, not yet. Not yet.

    It was Yohan who finally managed to shake off Lear, who had insisted on following him. Only after Yohan threatened that he wouldn’t go to the hospital, wouldn’t eat, and wouldn’t speak to him for a week did Lear finally back down. Still, wondering if Lear might be tailing him or if he might have attached a tracking device, Yohan did a self-check. Only after confirming that Lear had thrown in the towel did he call an Uber and leave the house. The reason he didn’t drive was that he couldn’t trust the cars at home.

    Which was just another way of saying he couldn’t trust Lear, whatever the case.

    “…Looking at the values, I think you’ll need to go to an obstetrician.”

    As he was waiting for the test results with a tense expression, the doctor said something unexpected.

    “Excuse me? I’m a Beta. And I’m thirty-six years old. Why an obstetrician all of a sudden?”

    “Well, I think it would be better for you to get the details confirmed at the obstetrics department. I also think it doesn’t make sense, but… for now, your hCG hormone levels came out high.”

    “The hCG hormone…”

    “It’s a substance typically found in pregnant women. It’s a protein produced by the placenta. In early pregnancy…”

    The doctor’s droning voice could be heard. For a moment, he wondered if he should be relieved that it wasn’t cancer, but the news that he was pregnant made Yohan snap back to his senses.

    “Are you saying I’m… pregnant? But I’m a Beta, and I saw articles saying that in the case of males, it could be testicular cancer.”

    At Yohan’s words, the doctor cursed the internet. It seemed there were quite a few patients these days who self-diagnosed after looking online. In fact, since Yohan had also come to the hospital with the help of Google, he felt a bit embarrassed and managed a smile. But inside, he was burning up.

    “Well, the hCG hormone does appear in that case too, but the levels themselves are different. Your levels, sir, are what you would expect to see in an early-stage pregnant woman.”

    Yohan stared at the doctor with a look of incomprehension.

    “But… I’ve lived my whole life as a Beta until this age. Is that possible?”

    Yohan’s voice trembled slightly. The doctor then offered Yohan a piece of candy from his desk and said:

    “Well, it’s not entirely unheard of. There was a woman who got pregnant at 90.”

    “You mean it’s something you’d see in the international news, right?”

    At the doctor’s words, Yohan despaired once more. The doctor corrected himself.

    “Ah, it’s not quite that level. I did give a bit of an extreme example…. In Mr. Crawford’s case, it’s likely because you’ve been exposed to Alpha pheromones for a long time.”

    “…”

    “You said you’re married, and your husband is an Alpha, correct?”

    Yohan nodded at the doctor’s question.

    “That makes it even more certain. If you hadn’t been exposed to your husband’s pheromones, Mr. Crawford, you would have continued to live as a Beta. Well, I think you can hear the more detailed explanation at the obstetrics department.”

    Once again, the doctor’s voice faded. Yohan didn’t even know how he left the examination room. He nodded when they said they would make an appointment for him right away, and he had to go down to the obstetrics department in a little while.

    Feeling frustrated, Yohan stepped outside the hospital for a moment. And he looked up at the sky, which was unusually clear today.

    So, the root of this whole incident was Lear. He knew it from the moment that bastard Lear started spouting bullshit on the bed about having a baby, about needing to make a family plan, and so on.

    That is to say, about three months ago.

    “Yohan, what are you looking at?”

    “Jun sent me a picture of Mia. Look at this.”

    It was a picture of a baby girl dressed beautifully like a princess in a park, smiling brightly. Lear had no interest whatsoever in the baby Yohan was showing him. He was perfectly content with just living his life with Yohan, just the two of them getting into scrapes together, and he didn’t want to share Yohan’s attention with anyone else. Other people might say he was immature for thinking this, or that his mindset would change once he actually had a child, but so be it.

    “Do you like babies? That much? She might be smiling prettily like that in the picture, but in reality, she’ll probably be wailing her head off and draining your energy.”

    “Hey, all you had to do was comment on the picture. Why do you have to talk like that?”

    “Still, if Yohan wants to have a baby, I was thinking maybe I should put in some effort today.”

    “Ah, seriously. What are you saying! So gross in the middle of the day.”

    Regardless of what Yohan said, Lear chuckled perversely, “Hehe,” and approached Yohan. Yohan, though horrified, didn’t completely push Lear away. His body was naturally laid down on the sofa, and Lear kissed him from his nape down to his collarbone. Then he naturally undid the buttons on the Hawaiian shirt Yohan was wearing.

    Yohan stared intently at Lear with a flushed face. Lear, with an air of complete leisure, took off the t-shirt he was wearing and threw it on the floor. Yohan stared fixedly at that physique, which amazed him every time he saw it. Then Lear gave Yohan’s slightly parted lips several kisses that made a smack sound, and at the same time, pulled down his pants along with his underwear.

    “Honey, you’re hard.”

    “Hah, if you stare at me like that … of course….”

    “Can’t hold it in?”

    At Lear’s question, Yohan, who had nodded slightly, took a shallow breath and urged him on.

    “Since it’s come to this, can’t we just… do it?”

    “Alright. I’ll put in some special effort today. Let’s make a new family plan. Hmm…. Two at once would be good, right? A twin son and daughter. How about it?”

    At Lear’s smooth-talking manner, Yohan smacked his arm with a slap. At that, Lear burst out laughing, buried his face in Yohan’s chest and began to suck on his nipple, then gently bit it with his teeth while simultaneously throwing off his own pants and pressing his body tightly against Yohan. Searing heat was transmitted from skin to skin.

    “Hngh…”

    He could feel Lear’s penis, hard and bulging with veins. The menacing, fully erect thing was layered over Yohan’s own penis as Lear began to move his hips. As their skin rubbed against each other, it felt like it was getting wetter and stickier.

    With every movement Lear made, he could feel the distinct shape of his penis over his own.

    “Lear, nghh…”

    The head of Lear’s penis poked at Yohan’s stomach. Yohan unknowingly wrapped his arms around Lear, messing up his hair, and moved his own hips in time with Lear’s movements.

    All the while, Lear fiercely sucked on Yohan’s chest while roughly kneading the other side with his hand.

    With the intense pleasure he felt from both above and below, Yohan twisted his hips slightly and then bucked them. A tingling sensation that made him feel breathless and like he was losing his mind started to rise up from inside his stomach. Yohan wrapped his legs around Lear’s and curled his toes tightly. Not long after, Yohan came first, and Lear let out a deep breath, lifted his upper body, and after stroking his own penis a few times with his hand, aimed at Yohan’s chest and came.

    “Ah…”

    “Yohan, it looks like milk is coming out of your chest.”

    At the perverted words Lear uttered with a perverted laugh, Yohan, panting for breath, tried to hit him with his hand. But Lear grabbed Yohan’s wrist and, with his other hand, wiped up the semen covering his body and smeared it on his own penis. Yohan’s eyes caught sight of Lear’s penis, already hard again, glistening.

    “Crazy, what are you doing?”

    “If you’ve made a family plan, you have to follow through, honey.”

    Lear immediately flipped Yohan’s body over. In that instant, Yohan’s hips were lifted, with one foot touching the floor and the other leg bent at the knee on the sofa.

    “Was it doggy style that’s good for getting pregnant? Hmm.”

    Without going into the room, Lear, on the sofa, went on about pregnancy this and that, and smeared Yohan’s semen, which was all over his hand, onto his own menacingly swollen penis. Then, he gently brought it to Yohan’s buttocks and began to rub. The thick shaft made a squelching sound, stimulating Yohan. His body grew heated and extremely sensitive every time the hot thing brushed against his skin.

    “Ah, nghh… just…”

    At Lear’s slow movements, Yohan felt like his stomach was not just ticklish, but turning inside out. In the end, Yohan couldn’t overcome the sensual feeling and lifted his body slightly, looking back at Lear and urging him on. Lear, with a frown and a serious face, spoke to Yohan earnestly.

    “If you work hard at anything, you can achieve it, right? Right?”

    “Can’t you hear me?”

    Lear smiled as if to show off, then moved his body slightly away and lifted Yohan’s hips a little higher. And then he pushed his semen-slicked fingers into the hole.

    “Ngh!”

    He had only just put in one finger, but Yohan’s body trembled violently. That helpless gesture, as if it were the first time every time, was lovely. Still, knowing that Yohan would have a hard time if he wasn’t properly loosened up, Lear pulled his finger out and immediately added another, spreading the tight entrance.

    Yohan’s warm, soft inside enveloped his fingers tautly, as if trying to swallow them. Lear thrust his fingers in and out as if he were fucking him with a cock inside the hole. Every time he did, the blue veins on the back of Lear’s hand twitched.

    “The main event hasn’t even started yet, what am I going to do if you act so sensitive already. Hm?”

    The fingers that had entered deep inside rubbed against the tender flesh. The splashing, wet sound grew louder. Yohan felt like his vision was not just spinning, but turning completely white.

    Twisting his hips and pressing down hard on the sofa with the one knee that was barely supporting him, Yohan spoke to Lear as if pleading.

    “Hngh, ngh… mm…. It’s weird, I think I’m going to c-…”

    “You do?”

    At that moment, Lear put his weight on top of Yohan’s body. The thick object split his insides in one go, and the inside was forced open to match its shape.

    “Ugh!”

    His legs trembled and his hips felt heavy. No matter how much Lear had loosened him up with his fingers until he was limp, having Lear’s penis enter deep inside him was different.

    “Ah, it hurts… ah…”

    Yohan’s body convulsed from the intense stimulation. It felt like his rear was not just stretched wide, but about to tear. He writhed in pain, unable to even moan properly, looking as if he were about to stop breathing. Seeing this, Lear slowly moved the thing he had inserted to its very root.

    “Agh, ugh…”

    Yohan squirmed under Lear, still spewing semen. Lear’s penis, rammed in at once, was continuously pressing on his prostate. Was that all? His inner walls were stretched wide open, and the skin in contact with the penis was stimulated.

    “Ahk, ugh…ngh!”

    “Haaah… so damn tight. Hm? Even after I loosened you up so much…”

    Setting aside the fact that he himself was tight, Lear’s penis was just ridiculously huge. It would be hell even if he entered slowly, but to think he would shove it in so crudely. In his mind, Yohan cursed at Lear and poured out his resentment. But all that came out of his mouth were rough moans.

    “…Weird, ngh, ugh, it’s weird…”

    “Weird? While you’re leaking like this?”

    “No… that’s… ah!”

    His stomach felt hot, and it seemed his ejaculation wouldn’t stop. Lear held Yohan tightly in his arms and stimulated him. As if pulling out the penis that had conquered his insides halfway, Lear then pushed it in slowly with a thump, and soon began to thrust his hips quickly and relentlessly.

    His penis began to messily churn Yohan’s insides. With his movements, his stomach felt not just numb but twisted and about to melt away completely. Pain and pleasure mixed wildly, paralyzing Yohan.

    The semen that had been gushing out from his penis in spurts, drip, drip, at some point began to fall like a downpour of water.

    “Fuck, really… you…. Haaah…”

    Had he pushed him too hard? The sight of Yohan, who had stopped spurting semen and was now leaking water, made Lear even more excited. He really had a natural talent for driving people crazy.

    “My stomach, agh… is full, chaah… ah…!”

    Yohan kept collapsing, trying to become one with the sofa. Lear, matching his body, once again inserted his penis deep, then pressed down hard, bringing their bodies close. Then, he would grab Yohan’s pelvis tightly with both hands, lift his body, and thrust his hips rapidly. With Lear’s forceful movements, Yohan’s skin and his thighs slapped together, making a wet, slapping sound.

    “Hngh, mm… ah… ah, ah…!”

    At some point, Yohan couldn’t think about anything. His body, which had felt not just pierced but shattered to pieces, quickly adapted and accepted Lear’s penis.

    As Yohan’s inside twitched and tightened, Lear gently bit his lip and then smacked his buttocks a few times. At that, though the tension eased slightly, Yohan, feeling immense pleasure, once again clamped down hard on the penis. Seeing this, Lear felt like his mind was about to go blank.

    But Lear didn’t stop and continued to pound deep inside Yohan, who was writhing in pleasure beneath him. Then, once again putting strength into his body, Lear pulled Yohan fully into his embrace. At this, Yohan gasped out a sob-like breath and struggled.

    “Ah, it hurts…”

    Yohan brought a hand to his lower abdomen and stroked the protruding area. Lear kissed the head of Yohan, who was panting and moaning beneath him, and put more weight on him. At that, Yohan’s body was pressed against the sofa.

    “Hngh, ugh… mmm…”

    The penis, which had entered all the way to the root, began to thrust again, stimulating Yohan. Every time he twisted his body, his penis and chest would rub against the sofa, stimulating him even more. Lear sank his teeth not into Yohan’s hair but into his nape and shoulder, and then came deep inside Yohan, who once again clamped down hard on his penis with his taut insides.

    “Ah…”

    Yohan, too, felt the sensation spreading deep inside his stomach, shuddered, and exhaled. A wave of heat flared up and then died down, yet a thrilling sensation that was enough to give him goosebumps spread through him. Even though nothing had come out, he felt steeped in a wicked pleasure.

    “It’s hard, ugh.”

    “It’s supposed to be… haaah… hard.”

    Saying that having a baby wasn’t easy, Lear pulled out the penis he had thrust deep into Yohan’s belly. With a sloop, Lear’s penis was pulled out. Yohan’s buttocks lifted slightly, and his legs trembled violently.

    Lear looked at Yohan with a face that said he felt terribly sorry for him. His hair was drenched in sweat and his body was a mess with semen. Lear’s lips parted. And turning Yohan’s limp, dangling body to face him again, Lear let out a sigh and stroked up Yohan’s thigh. Then he leaned down, gently bit Yohan’s lower lip, and pushed his tongue into that mouth which was exhaling hot breaths.

    Yohan obediently accepted Lear’s kiss. His tongue play, which felt like it was melting the inside of his mouth, made him gulp down saliva, and his lungs filled with air. Yohan tried to push Lear’s chest away, but in his dazed state, he couldn’t and found himself lost in that act which seemed to paralyze his own tongue, making it a mess.

    Lear grabbed one of Yohan’s legs, stroking it gently before holding it tight and spreading it open. Then, finishing with a light kiss that made a smack sound, Lear’s eyes met Yohan’s and he smiled.

    “Honey, do you really think you can have twins with just that one time?”

    “What… stop talking nonsense…”

    “The harder you work, the higher the probability.”

    Yohan shook his head at Lear’s whispered words, saying his mindset was all wrong.

    He was already completely drained of energy. He didn’t have the strength to do anything. But Lear, as if it didn’t matter at all, grinned and grabbed Yohan’s legs, spreading them apart.

    “You’re already leaking again.”

    “Hey… really…”

    Lear clicked his tongue, then used his penis to gather the semen that was smeared all over Yohan’s lower half, and soon pushed his penis into Yohan’s hole. Maybe because it had already been stirred up once, Yohan’s inside, which had become not just soft but completely relaxed, was softer than before and swallowed Lear’s penis much more easily.

    Stretching the entrance so tautly that not a single wrinkle could be seen, it enveloped Lear’s member with its now fully softened inner walls, making a path inside his stomach according to his movements. When he pushed about halfway in, he felt Yohan’s soft inner walls clenching his member tightly, as if for the first time, even though it had already been thoroughly tormented once.

    “Hngh, ugh…”

    Lear didn’t stop. He intended to push it in all the way to the root. Every time he moved his body slowly and pushed deeper, Yohan’s hips would buck and he would struggle. Lear, saying it was okay, stroked Yohan’s tense, hardened abs once with his hand, then grabbed his two legs tightly, pulled them, and with a thud, pushed his penis in all the way to the root in one go. Watching Yohan’s body tremble violently, Lear let out a small breath, pulled his penis out with a swoosh, and began to pound roughly.

    “Hngk, ugh! Ah!”

    Lear was like a beast, relentlessly driving Yohan, not just stirring his senses but seemingly crushing them.

    Yohan curled his toes and struggled, then threw his head back as if he were about to stop breathing, his body trembling violently.

    “Are you scared? Should I hold you?”

    “It hurts… agh…”

    “Does it only hurt?”

    Lear asked Yohan gently, and still holding the trembling man tightly against his body without a single gap, he kissed his lips again. Every time, Yohan’s penis was pressed against Lear’s abs and his mouth was ravaged by his tongue, making his mind go blank once more.

    But Lear didn’t stop and continued to ravage Yohan’s lower body, to the point that Yohan didn’t even know what he was doing anymore.

    His vision turned completely white, and his mind felt not just empty but numb. But Lear, in the room filled only with vulgar sounds, continued to stir and churn Yohan’s insides. It still wasn’t enough. His desire, lust, and thirst for him soared.

    Lear wanted to hold Yohan, who was panting and at a loss beneath him, even tighter and make more of a mess of him. Lear stroked the disoriented Yohan’s hair once, then tapped his cheek.

    “Wake up, Yohan. Not yet. We have to try all sorts of things. Hm?”

    Saying that they shouldn’t just try for twins, but that aiming for triplets wouldn’t be bad either, Lear poured a torrent of dirty talk onto Yohan. Yohan thought that the problem wasn’t having a baby, but that his insides would be completely raw at this rate, yet he couldn’t push away Lear who was holding him and was dragged along by him.


    After staring blankly up at the sky, Yohan stood up from the bench to go back into the hospital. He trudged into the obstetrics department.

    No matter how he thought about it, it was unbelievable. He had occasionally seen cases of people suddenly presenting as Omegas in their early 20s, but there were no cases in the mid-30s. Moreover, not only was it shocking that he had presented as an Omega after living his whole life as a Beta, but he was even pregnant. Yohan was utterly dumbfounded.

    ‘So I’m going to end up like that later on, is that it…?’

    Yohan gently touched his own stomach. It was still unbelievable, but he felt strange. Marrying Lear, he had long since given up on the rabbit-like wife and rabbit-like child he had thought about in the past. He thought that as long as he had that guy Lear, they could live their whole lives without being bored, just getting by.

    But the situation had changed. He wasn’t a rabbit-like husband, but the thought of being able to have a rabbit-like baby wasn’t so bad either. If the baby looked like him and Lear, it would surely be beautiful. A world where a perfect mixed-race baby charmed the world might come.

    Coincidentally, since they lived close to Hollywood, having the baby become an actor might not be a bad idea. Especially since his great-grandmother was a very famous actress, it might be good if the baby could even receive the privilege of being born with a silver spoon. In particular, it was clear that the acting talent in this family was hereditary, just by looking at Lear’s role-playing skills or Patrick’s secret project.

    ‘Not bad, huh?’

    Yohan, without realizing it, chuckled and went to the reception desk. They said there would be about a 30-minute wait, so he said okay and sat down in a suitable spot. Just as he was thinking of looking up methods for prenatal education, someone suddenly grabbed him, and for a moment, Yohan almost executed a throw. However, the place he was in was an obstetrics clinic with pregnant people, and he too was no longer a single body, so he held back and turned his head.

    “Huh? You… how…”

    The person who had grabbed Yohan was none other than Lear. Yohan looked at Lear, startled. He thought he had managed to ditch him to keep him from following him to the hospital, but it seemed he hadn’t, which was absurd. As Yohan looked at Lear with an interrogating gaze, as if asking how he got here, he answered obediently.

    “You were taking too long. So I looked into it.”

    “You, you bastard.”

    “Yohan, if you want to run away from me in the future, make sure to leave your phone behind. Got it?”

    Lear’s voice was gentle, but it was clear he was suppressing his anger. No, he told him not to follow, so what was this, following him by hacking into someone else’s phone like a madman? He didn’t like Lear, who couldn’t trust him and had tagged along. Yohan glanced at the clock and realized there was still waiting time left.

    “First, let’s go down to the cafe and talk.”

    “So that’s how you’re going to be.”

    “Fuck, haah… that’s my line.”

    The moment he spat out a curse, Yohan thought of the baby in his stomach, held it in, and grabbing Lear, headed to the cafe on the first floor. And instead of the iced americano he usually drank, he ordered a fruit juice.

    “Did your tastes change?”

    “What are you talking about.”

    “You don’t drink fruit juice.”

    “I just suddenly had a craving for it. Why.”

    The two of them took their ordered drinks and sat down. They weren’t on a blind date, but he couldn’t understand why it felt so awkward.

    “Ahem, hmm.”

    Yohan cleared his throat a couple of times and fiddled with the takeout cup in his hands. At that, Lear let out a small sigh and called Yohan’s name.

    “So. Yohan.”

    “Fine. You talk first. Then I’ll talk.”

    “Ah, so that’s how you’re going to play this?”

    At Lear’s expression full of dissatisfaction, Yohan frowned slightly. If that guy had come all this way, didn’t he already know as much as there was to know? To think he would spew such hateful words in this situation, Yohan pouted his lips.

    “Haaah, who is it.”

    “What?”

    “Yohan, the reason you went to the obstetrics clinic is obvious, isn’t it? Were you fooling around behind my back?”

    “…”

    “Who is it, what kind of person is he, did he sweet-talk you, saying he’d do for you what I couldn’t? Ah, was it that Omega who said he liked you before?”

    Yohan was dumbfounded. Unable to bring himself to throw the juice in Lear’s face, he threw the napkin that was on the table at Lear’s face instead.

    “You, are you confident you won’t regret spewing such nonsense from that mouth of yours?”

    “Yohan, you’ve always wanted to have a family. And… there’s no reason for you, a Beta, to come to an obstetrics clinic.”

    It seemed he had misunderstood, and badly. Unless there was a special reason, they were together every single day, so where could he have gone to fool around and where could he have gone to make a baby? What a crazy bastard. Yohan clicked his tongue, pulled the referral letter he had carelessly folded into his pocket, and threw it down in front of Lear.

    “…What’s this?”

    “Look at it.”

    “…”

    “At what’s written there.”

    “…”

    “I don’t need to explain what’s written on the paper to a genius who graduated early, do I? Hm?”

    At Yohan’s words, Lear, his eyes full of anxiety, unfolded the crumpled piece of paper. Starting from the patient name ‘Yohan Crawford’ written at the very top, Lear read down to the last letter, then raised his head and met Yohan’s eyes.

    “Is it real?”

    “Yeah. Would it be fake?”

    Realizing he had been terribly wrong, Lear glanced at Yohan, then got off his chair and was about to kneel at Yohan’s feet. At that sight, Yohan clicked his tongue and pulled him up. People’s attention was already drawn to them because of this conspicuous guy, and if he knelt and said he was sorry, it might end up on YouTube.

    “So embarrassing, really.”

    “If you wanted, I was going to lick your feet or whatever. As a sign of apology.”

    “That’s something you’d enjoy.”

    “Only me? You like it when I li— mmph!”

    In the end, Yohan clamped his hand over Lear’s mouth. And with a deep sigh, he said to Lear:

    “It’s time.”

    “…”

    “First, let’s go up and listen to what the doctor has to say. Okay?”

    Only then did Lear nod, tightly grabbing the hand Yohan offered and following him.

    “But is it real?”

    “I don’t know. But I had a blood test, so it seems like it’s real.”

    “I’m going to be a dad?”

    “I told you we don’t know for sure yet.”

    “Hah, really…”

    Suddenly, a sniffling sound was heard. Yohan, flustered, looked up at Lear. He could see Lear, the rims of his eyes red, sniffling.

    “You…”

    “No, I just got some dust in my eye…. But Yohan, is it real?”

    “Stop asking and let’s just go in. I said it’s time.”

    “But…”

    “Whether it’s real or not, you can see for yourself with your own two eyes. I’m not really sure myself yet either.”

    At Yohan’s words, Lear nodded. Yohan glanced at Lear. A ridiculous thing had happened, but it was brief, and seeing Lear’s reaction, it wasn’t bad. As expected, that guy couldn’t help it either. When you imagined a perfect mixed-race baby, even someone who didn’t like babies would have no choice but to change their mindset.

    And so, the two of them held hands and entered the examination room. The doctor, after a brief consultation, said he thought they could go straight to the ultrasound. No matter how he thought about it, Yohan felt that the cause was the violent sex they had three months ago while going on about pregnancy.

    And so, Yohan lay down on the bed to get the ultrasound. Glancing down at his soon-to-disappear abs with regretful eyes and stroking them once, Yohan looked up at Lear standing by his side. At that, Lear looked at Yohan with a gentle gaze, as if to say not to worry, and stroked his hair.

    “Hmm…”

    Cold gel was squeezed onto his stomach. And not long after the ultrasound probe was placed on him, a heartbeat could be heard. The doctor stared intently at the monitor, then looked back and forth between Yohan and Lear and said:

    “Do you see here?”

    “Ah…”

    “It’s triplets.”

    At the doctor’s words, for a moment, Yohan was dumbfounded. And he glanced at Lear. He could see Lear scratching his head as if embarrassed.

    Three at once. You finally did it, you bastard, Yohan thought, looking back at the monitor. Then the doctor removed the probe from his stomach and said to Yohan:

    “Of course, you must be very happy at this moment…. But as a doctor, I can’t only give you good news.”

    Yohan, who had been wiping the gel off his stomach and pulling down his clothes, shot up at the doctor’s words.

    “Excuse me?”

    He had already gone from thinking it was testicular cancer to an Omega presentation and a pregnancy announcement, a dumbfounding sequence, and on top of that, he had just heard it was triplets. But now there was bad news. Yohan bit his lower lip hard and looked at the doctor. The doctor then opened his mouth cautiously.

    “The gestational sacs are weak and small…. It might be okay for now, but later on, you will have to make a choice.”

    Yohan felt his heart drop. And he looked up to see Lear’s expression instantly harden. Yohan grabbed the hem of Lear’s clothes, clinging to him. But Lear was quite firm.

    “You mean the mother is at risk, right?”

    “That’s correct.”

    “Then there’s only one choice.”

    Lear said something cruel. Yohan shook his head, trying to tell Lear no, but his mouth wouldn’t open. His voice wouldn’t come out.

    “N-no… don’t…! Hah!”

    Yohan’s eyes flew open. He felt a familiar room, a familiar body temperature. When he turned his head, he saw Lear, startled awake, sitting up and holding his hand.

    “Yohan?”

    “Haaah…”

    Letting out a deep breath, Yohan lifted his head. Then he saw Lear, stroking his back in concern.

    “Did you have a nightmare or something?”

    “A dream?”

    Yohan blinked. Then he felt his stomach with his hand. Finding his usual firm, muscular abs, Yohan sighed in relief. Thank god it was a dream. He really never wanted to have a nightmare like that again.

    “What’s wrong? What kind of dream did you have?”

    “It was just…. A dream about family planning?”

    “Oh?”

    Lear’s eyes sparkled. And soon, that smile turned sly. Feeling a little annoyed with Lear for some reason, Yohan gently pinched his side and said:

    “It’s because you kept talking nonsense the other day. Phew, really. It’s a relief it was just a dream….”

    “Really? What was it like in the dream?”

    “Huh?”

    “You said you were family planning. Was it a really dirty dream? Should I check if my darling had a wet dream? No, wait, if it was a dirty dream, that means you were fucking the me in the dream.”

    Suddenly flying off the handle, Lear began to huff and puff on his own, then reached out and tried to pull down Yohan’s pajama pants. At this action, Yohan struggled and pushed Lear away.

    “It wasn’t a dirty dream like that!”

    “Then?”

    “It was just, kind of…. A dream where I suddenly had triplets? I was already having a late-in-life pregnancy and had just presented as an Omega, and you were pissing me off?”

    Lear flinched and then suddenly adopted a serious expression.

    “In any case, it means you did it with the me in the dream.”

    “What are you talking about, seriously.”

    “And what’s more, I was tied up, but we did it enough to have triplets.”

    “Ah, seriously. Come on. I said it was a dream.”

    “A dream is a dream. It wasn’t me.”

    There was no getting through to him. Yohan stared at Lear as if he were dumbfounded. Then Lear, with a serious expression, stroked his chin and muttered to himself.

    “I can’t lose this.”

    Yohan thought he was about to be subjected to some rough business and tried to go outside to get a drink of water, but Lear grabbed his thigh firmly.

    “W-wait a minute.”

    Thinking his pants were about to be ripped off, Yohan grabbed Lear’s arm and spoke. At this point, it seemed water was out of the question, so Yohan carefully suggested they just go to sleep quietly.

    “Can’t you just… hold me?”

    “You have to?”

    “Yeah. Because I had a nightmare. You have to.”

    Yohan was quite embarrassed to be throwing a tantrum about sleeping at his age. But it didn’t matter. He didn’t want to suddenly have a child, and he didn’t want to fight with Lear. Just being like this, the two of them, was enough. He soon leaned his body against Lear, who was pulling him into a tight embrace. Though he did feel a little uneasy that Lear seemed to be obeying him so readily.

    “I’ll make sure you get a deep sleep.”

    Lear whispered into his ear in a sensual voice. Yohan flinched and looked at Lear. At that, Lear grinned, slipped a hand inside his pants, and began to knead his buttocks.

    Yohan tried to push Lear away and remove his naughty hand, but gave up. Because a strange thought had occurred to him: Who knows, even if it’s a late-in-life pregnancy, couldn’t I suddenly get pregnant?

    Of course, the miracle that had happened in the dream did not occur after that day, but that day, Yohan was so worn out by Lear that he didn’t just sleep deeply, he woke up late the next day. And he made a vow. That he would never fall for Lear’s tricks.

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