ITDW 39

In the end, he took out the disinfection tools and gel from the carrier placed on one side of the living room and put them on the table.

As he had learned, he washed, disinfected, put on a condom, and applied lubricant to prepare it. He glanced over and saw Jungyoon working on his tablet. Jaeri felt a little disappointed for some reason and fidgeted.

“…Hyung, I… I want to do it in my room.”

“Do it right there.”

Jungyoon said without even looking at Jaeri. He had no choice but to take off his pants and underwear. A cool temperature enveloped Jaeri. The tips of his fingers grew cold.

As he picked up the prepared item, he heard his voice from behind.

“I told you it would hurt if you don’t relax yourself down there.”

Jungyoon said it, but Jaeri was too embarrassed to insert his own fingers to loosen himself up. Fingers were more embarrassing than the tool. The blood had already drained from his fingertips due to nervousness.

“…Can’t I just… do it… painfully?”

“You’ll be scolded if you get hurt doing that.”

“…Yes….”

Jaeri lay face down on the rug. He spread his buttocks a little with one hand and tried to place the object he was holding against himself. The magic wand had a thin tip that grew thicker, so insertion was easy at first. As he had learned, he inserted it very slowly. A slow, wet sound was made.

However, the sensation was very strange. He inserted it only up to the point where it went in easily, and then, not knowing what to do, he looked at his hyung.

Jungyoon was still working on his tablet. A furrow was etched between his brows, perhaps because of the issue with his noona. It should have been a relief that he was not looking at him, but for some reason, he felt a little disappointed.

He inserted and removed only the tip a little at a time. It just felt strange. It was clear that this was not the right way to do it.

After contemplating for a moment, Jaeri tensed up and tried to push the magic wand deep inside all at once.

“Ah, gngh. Ngh. Ha… haah….”

The arm he was using to support himself while lying face down buckled. It hurt more than he had expected. It had seemed very thin, but when he shoved it in with force, not only that hole but also his internal organs ached with a sharp, stinging pain.

He lay there, pressed flat, just exhaling. It felt like he could not pull it out either. His hyung was right. He should have relaxed his muscles, and he should have inserted it very, very slowly.

Tears welled up in his eyes. He did not know how to pull out what was stuck, and he did not know if it was even good. Jaeri reached his hand back to try to pull it out, but gave up. He tried again after taking a few deep breaths, and gave up again, repeating the cycle.

It would not come out, and sweat trickled down Jaeri’s back.

Jungyoon continued to work, and in the middle of it, he made a phone call to give work instructions.

“…Hyung… this…”

Jungyoon lifted his head and looked at Jaeri. He had a look of someone who had not known, as if asking when he had gotten into that position.

“Why are you like that.”

“…Please… take… this out…. It hur, it hurts.”

Jaeri said, hanging his head low and his shoulders trembling.

“You can’t even play properly with one toy.”

He said without any inflection.

“You put it in, so you can take it out. You do it.”

Jungyoon lowered his gaze to his tablet again. Is he really working, leaving me alone like this.

He was indeed working busily. Jaeri, with a face on the verge of tears, tried to gently pull out the object. But, every time he tried to pull it out, the flesh inside gripped the magic wand tightly. The sensation was like it was poking at the sore spot. He could not pull it out at all.

“Euk… heu….”

Even though he was making crying sounds, he did not even bat an eye.

Jaeri, with firm resolve, tensed up and yanked the toy out all at once.

“Ack! …Ugh… heuk… heut.”

The pain was momentary, but a deep sense of sorrow remained. He lay face down and shed a few tears, then reached a hand behind him to check if he was bleeding. Even though it hurt so much, there was no blood. It was a relief that he was not injured. Jaeri wiped his tears and looked at Jungyoon, and just then, their eyes met.

“How is it, not doing as you’re told?”

He asked, leaning back languidly on the sofa.

“…It hurts.”

Jaeri answered with a sullen expression, glanced at the magic wand on the floor, and put on his underwear and pants. Jungyoon gestured for Jaeri to come to him.

When Jaeri stood in front of him, Jungyoon patted Jaeri’s bottom a few times.

“Now go take a shower. And let’s have dinner.”

He said that and cleanly disengaged. Jaeri felt a little hurt, but it was difficult for him to express it. But he was anxious to express something, anything. So, as if to defy him, he disobeyed his words and stood still in front of him.

“Jaeri.”

“…Yes.”

“On January 1st.”

He said, looking straight into Jaeri’s eyes. Jaeri knew that his hyung was about to say something he truly meant. Jaeri, too, did not avoid his gaze and met it head-on.

“…Yes.”

“Let’s have sex, hyung and I.”

Jaeri bit his lip. He suppressed the feeling that his heart was about to leap out and spoke.

“…Okay.”

“Now, will you go take a shower?”

“Yes, hyung.”

Jaeri went up to him, gave him a peck on the cheek, and then went to take a shower as he was commanded.