ITDW 6

“Really not?”

“Huh, it’s not like that. Sob… Ugh… Sniff.”

The large body gently embraced the small body from behind. The body, from which tension had suddenly drained, leaned against his protector. Jungyoon, while holding him, placed his hand over the back of Jaeri’s interlocked fingers.

As soon as he realized that he no longer had to hold onto the pillar, Jaeri turned around and quickly clung to him. His action was so fast that it even pushed Jungyoon’s body slightly backward. Soon, he regained his balance and scooped up the small body in his arms. The thin legs wrapped around the man’s waist, and a dampness that could have been tears or sweat clung to the nape of his neck. He carried Jaeri toward the bathroom attached to his room.

“…Hyung… sob…. I, it hurt, so much….”

“Were your friends the ones who suggested drinking first?”

“…I did. Out of curiosity. Sob… Those guys… ugh. Normally….”

“They’re the type who normally play around like that, but you were the one who suggested drinking with them first?”

“…Yes.”

“I should have scolded you more.”

At his words, Jaeri shook his head and clung even more to his hyung.

“Hyung, I was wrong, sob… I’ve reflected on it. Ugh…, not that, sob… ugh….”

“You know how dangerous that was.”

Jungyoon sighed as he held the boy who was sobbing and nodding his head, gently stroking the harshly beaten back so that it wouldn’t hurt.

“You, when class.”

At his hyung’s words, something felt newly sorrowful, and the nape of his neck grew damp again with a surge. The tears coming from the face buried in the man’s nape showed no sign of stopping.

He brought him into the shower stall and turned on the water. The water retained a faint warmth. It would be best if the water didn’t touch the wounds, but he had sweated too much. He set the shower to mist spray, and wet the body with water. Jaeri flinched as if it stung but stood still obediently.

“It won’t get clean….”

When he applied foaming cleanser to his face and rubbed it in to wash it, what he said was unexpected.

“It already seems big.”

“No, not yet….”

The man silently lowered his gaze. For some reason, the boy’s penis was slightly erect, and the boy, startled, covered the front with both hands.

“Th-this is, because I was, emotionally too excited, no, aroused, men normally.”

“I know. Turn around.”

For the back, he gently rubbed and cleaned it with just his large palm without cleanser. Even so, it seemed to hurt as he squirmed, but he endured it well.

After shampooing his hair too, when he turned him around to face forward again, the penis that had been erect stood even more. The man blatantly looked down at it, and the boy, noticing the gaze, hurriedly tried to cover it, but both wrists were caught in the man’s one hand.

“What are you going to do about this.”

“Ugh….”

The man tapped the boy’s penis with his index finger. It was a mischievous touch. The boy turned his head obliquely to the side so as not to show his face, his ears turning red.

Old memories came to mind.

Jungyoon had made Jaeri ejaculate with his hand a few times when Jaeri was even younger than now. It had started from the time when Jaeri, who was even younger back then, had knocked on his hyung’s door one night while crying.

Unlike other ordinary boys his age, Jaeri, who had been strictly controlled from harmful adolescent media and such, didn’t even know how to masturbate until then. Even when his friends chattered about doing such things, he had no interest, and when they showed him a messy Japanese comic book secretly behind the classroom, saying ‘If you see this, you’ll understand us,’ his mind only felt clear, so he just thought his friends were strange.

However, as Jaeri entered puberty, lewd thoughts naturally arose, and they led to erections. Not knowing what to do, Jaeri touched his penis with his hand, and then a surprising pleasure arose, leaving him even more at a loss and groaning.

Because he felt like he was doing something bad, Jaeri went to his hyung and confessed that he didn’t know what to do, bursting into tears. He felt especially guilty about thinking of his hyung when having lewd thoughts. Of course, he couldn’t confess that part.

At that time, Jungyoon comforted the child that it wasn’t bad, and kindly taught him to hold his penis with his hand and shake it. Jaeri looked at him with dazed eyes that didn’t understand. Did he have to do the same strange and dirty things as his friends? Was it okay to touch the dirty place where urine came out with his hand?

Seeing Jaeri confused, Jungyoon sat his younger brother on his lap and directly held and shook it for him. Do it like this. After that, he occasionally made Jaeri ejaculate with his hand, and it came to feel like it wasn’t particularly strange between brothers.

However, as Jaeri grew older, that activity naturally became less frequent, and there had been no such incidents for several years after that.

“Want hyung to take care of it?”

Jaeri, lacking a sense of reality, couldn’t answer right away.

“…Yes, hyung.”

His chest began to pound wildly.

The man had the boy turn his back again, and the boy slowly leaned his body against the large body. The man gently rolled and touched the testicles with his long fingers. The sensitive young flesh trembled flutteringly.

Jaeri focused on the pleasant stimulations surrounding him. The sound of water droplets rolling, the watery scent filling the bathroom with steam, the refreshing sensation from his thoroughly soaked hair, the milky white light gently caressing the low-saturation gray tiles, the warm temperature of the bathroom transmitted from the soles of his feet.

And the sense of stability from his own flesh touching another firm flesh, the touch of his hyung’s large hand. One hand crossing his waist and firmly pressing down on his pelvis, and the other hand playing with his own. The pleasure faintly rising from the base of his penis.

“Jaeri.”

“Ugh… ha, …yes….”

“If someone else says they’ll do this for you, what should you do?”

“Ugh….”

Jaeri shook his head. They had often done this kind of question-and-answer in the past, and it was better to answer correctly because if he got it wrong, he would be tormented a bit.

When he only shook his head without saying anything, he suddenly gripped the testicles that he had been playing with gently. Jaeri let out a pained sound in surprise at the sudden pressure. He released what he had gripped and instead covered from the testicles to the perineum with that large palm, pressing down with steady strong force. The penis that was already erect was pushed upward toward his stomach by the pressure from below.

“I told you not to answer with just a head shake.”

“Yes… th-that, ugh…. You have to run away….”

“And.”

The voice echoing in the shower stall was low and sweet. However, the touch was not.

The man’s palm rubbed up and down without reducing the pressing force at all. His large hand occupied all the space between the boy’s legs and more, with his fingers reaching under the buttocks. The middle finger even rubbed against the buttock cleft. Jaeri squeezed his eyes shut. Seeing the boy’s legs already trembling, he adjusted the pace by removing the broad surface. With a light touch, his fingers rubbed the perineum, and stroked the shaft long and slowly.

“Hauk, ugh…. Yes…. You have to call hyung….”

“Only me?”

“Yes…. And the police…. And the security team leader…. Ah oot…!”

The man’s hand gripped the penis hard in one hand and lifted it up. He applied some force in his grip and moved it back and forth a few times. Even though he hadn’t done much, precum was already leaking profusely. The boy couldn’t continue speaking for a moment. That lump of flesh between his legs exuded a particularly fresh aura.

“…Huh… Don’t tell her….”

“That’s right.”

“Only hyung…. Hoot.”

He stopped lifting it a few times and now gripped the base with one hand. With the other hand, he spread the fluid evenly over the urethra opening moistened with precum.

Jaeri had his eyes squeezed shut but slightly opened them powerlessly at the sensitive pleasure that even felt a bit stinging. His eyes, hidden behind the black eyelid curtain, suddenly took in the dim light, so his vision was not complete. In that instant, he clearly saw only the tip of the slippery penis reflecting white in the light.

For some reason, he couldn’t keep his gaze there and looked to the side, where he saw the firm forearm of Jungyoon at the end. The raised tendons seemed to twitch a little, and he began drawing soft circles over the urethra opening, continuing the question-and-answer.

“What if you can’t run away?”

“Ah ugh… Yes… ugh….”

“If they say they’ll kill you with a knife.”

“…Huh… Th-then.”

The boy was now flushed red up to his shoulders, squeezing his eyes shut and pressing his cheek against his hyung’s chest, trying to endure the sensations he was feeling.

That feeling was strange. Unlike the lewd and sly pleasure, a whirlpool-like tension wrapped around it.

It felt stuffy as if his throat was filling up, and as if his heart was connected all the way to his head, his mind throbbed with a large volume of something flopping around like a fish out of water.

As the boy’s body kept slipping, the man hooked his leg between the boy’s two legs to support him.

The boy still couldn’t quite come to his senses, and he gently rubbed the urethra opening with his finger before now rubbing it with strong intensity. At the sudden change in sensation, Jaeri barely recalled the answer to the question he had just heard.

“Ah ugh ugh… Ut…! Th-then, to survive… ha… ut, just… think of that… only….”

“That’s right.”

“…Huh… Yes…”

“Is it dangerous for a woman weaker than Jaeri?”

“…I don’t know, if. Ut, that. Ah. It’s dangerous.”

At the answer of not knowing, he narrowed a ring with his thumb and index finger to painfully squeeze the penis. Now Jaeri, with hands that had been wandering without a place to go, grabbed the arm of the hand holding his base.

Jaeri felt that in the midst of this urgent excitement, this question-and-answer was somewhat suppressing his excitement. If his hyung had asked something like ‘Does it feel good?’, he was certain he wouldn’t be able to endure that touch at all and would ejaculate while saying ‘Yes, it does!’.

“If the person who suggests it is someone extremely close. Maybe it’s okay to do it.”

“…Wh-what, how close… Ah oot…!”

It was a series of new questions. There were many variations to this question-and-answer, making it hard to prepare. It had been so long, too.

Now one hand was rolling and pressing the testicles, and the other hand was roughly and quickly wrapping the shaft in piston motions.

“If it’s the person you have a crush on.”

“Ah, ah… Ah. Ahng… Ah uh. Huh….”

“Answer.”

“Huh… Crush… Hng… Uh… Crush… on….”

“You don’t know?”

He was going through that right now. The question-and-answer that he thought was suppressing the excitement had changed. Jaeri suddenly felt his brain wildly agitated and couldn’t give any answer. Because the person he has a crush on is doing it, it feels good….

When the answer was delayed quite a bit, he set his nail at the tip of the penis he had made extremely sensitive. Jaeri knew he had to answer right away.

“To everyone, all of them, ugh ugh, no… huh… you have to say…. Ah oot…. Ah ah. Hat, hyung….”

It wasn’t a completely honest answer, but it was a principle and the correct answer.

As if praising him, his hand moved very quickly without words for a while, and in between, Jaeri twitched his toes and bit his lips, making quite an effort to hold back the somehow embarrassing sounds leaking out profusely. Without realizing it, he lightly placed his hand on top of his hyung’s moving hand. It wasn’t to stop it or to urge it in a certain direction. He just wanted to touch that hand.

Soon after, he ejaculated a lot into that hand with surging surges.

A noisy festival. A fanfare. A loud crowd. A sky with colorful string fireworks flowing. It felt like he had taken in all of those with his five senses in one second. In reality, only touch had been stimulated, yet all senses felt overly stimulated and then briefly blacked out, leaving him dazed.

It felt like he had been feeling and thinking about something for an incredibly long time, but once he ejaculated, he realized that the timing had come a bit too soon. In the past, when he had ejaculated too quickly, his hyung had said he seemed sensitive to stimulation and that it would get better over time, but the sensitivity didn’t easily become dull.

Jaeri, who had dyed his body red up to his stomach and was hanging limp like a mushy plum, came to his senses at Jungyoon’s following words.