RB 59

He ran straight to the front door. Before Eunho could even open it, he heard the sound of someone entering the password. The lock released, and through the suddenly opened door Seo Taehwa’s face appeared. When he saw Eunho, his eyes widened as if they would pop out.

“Eunho-ya!”

Seo Taehwa spread his arms and pulled Eunho into a sudden embrace. It was almost a tearful reunion.

“Hyung… how did you…?”

Eunho was glad, but he could not hide the worry on his face. He had never heard a word about Seo Taehwa coming. Since this was none other than Choi Yeorok’s secret place, he could not openly show how happy he was.

“I thought you might be skipping meals. I came to make sure you eat.”

“……”

“Don’t worry. I came with permission.”

Guessing exactly what Eunho was thinking, Seo Taehwa explained everything in detail. He had not only brought food but also underwear and a few changes of clothes, and he would leave as soon as he finished what he came to do. He even added that it was Choi Yeorok himself who ordered it.

Only then could Eunho face him with some ease. He helped carry in the bags that Seo Taehwa had hauled over. Even just the cooler bag was heavy enough that Eunho wondered how he had managed to bring all this alone.

“Hyung, this goes in the fridge, right?”

“Yeah. I’ll take care of arranging it, just leave it in front. But Eunho-ya, did you eat brea…”

Seo Taehwa suddenly stopped talking. Eunho, who had just moved the cooler bag to the refrigerator, turned around. Seo Taehwa had frozen mid-step by the dining table, aghast. His gaze was locked on the dildo sitting there.

Eunho hurriedly ran over and grabbed it. He tried to hide it behind his back, but it was pointless since it had already been seen. Seo Taehwa looked around the table. On the laptop screen, there was even a video that explained the situation too well.

“What is this?”

“……”

“You’ve been doing this all this time?”

Eunho closed his eyes shut. He was so ashamed at being caught with something so filthy that he could not even bring himself to make excuses.

Seo Taehwa was breathing hard. His face flushed even redder than Eunho’s, who had been exposed. He clenched his fists and trembled with anger.

“That crazy bastard Choi Yeorok… he really doesn’t treat you like a person.”

“Hyung, don’t insult the Chairman.”

“Hey! There’s a limit to what you can defend! What’s so good about some bastard who throws you a dildo?!”

It was the first time Seo Taehwa had ever raised his voice like this, so Eunho bit his lip tightly. He carefully brought the dildo out from behind his back.

“This is just for practice. I’m too clumsy….”

His hand trembled, and so did the dildo. The level of detail in it was beyond imagination. Seo Taehwa grimaced.

“Don’t shake it. Damn, why does it look so filthy?”

“…I’m sorry.”

Eunho quickly put the dildo back on the table. Since Yeorok had given it to him, he could not just throw it away. It was only a toy, but without doubt an expensive one.

“So, you’ve been practicing with a dildo until now?”

“I was only about to start practicing….”

Eunho answered in a small voice. He added that he had just received it yesterday, but Seo Taehwa’s disgusted look did not fade.

“…I don’t even know what to say.”

Seo Taehwa scratched the back of his head as he spoke.

“I don’t know if I should ask this… but can you handle it?”

“……”

Instead of answering, Eunho nodded. His complexion was a little pale, but he actually looked fine. He seemed to be accepting reality with unexpected calm.

“Good. That’s a relief.”

Seo Taehwa let out a low sigh. On the way over, he had worried that Eunho might be out of his mind. He sighed again, this time heavy with concern.

“At least eat properly. You’ve lost weight. Your face looks dull too.”

“…Yes.”

“Just sit down. I’ll heat up the soup I brought.”

Seo Taehwa busied himself with his original purpose for visiting. From the cooler bag he took out the pumpkin cream soup he had prepared in advance, then from the kitchen cabinet he pulled out a pot and dishes to heat and serve it.

Eunho sat quietly at the table, watching Seo Taehwa’s busy back. He moved around the kitchen naturally, like it was his own house. He must have been here many times before…. The thought made Eunho feel once again like he was the only outsider in this place.

Before long, the warm soup was served, steam rising from it. The savory smell made his stomach growl. He had not realized it, but he really had been hungry.

“Thank you for the food.”

Eunho gave his thanks and tasted a spoonful. Of course, Seo Taehwa’s cooking was excellent.

Seo Taehwa sat across from him, carefully studying his face. The face he had once taken such care of was now in ruins in such a short time. His lips were cracked too…. How much stress had he been under to look like this?

“Even Choi Yeorok’s lips were all chapped. Yours are just as bad.”

Eunho suddenly spat the soup. It must have gone down the wrong pipe, because he coughed repeatedly. Seo Taehwa quickly brought him some water and put it in his hand.

“I don’t even know what to say.”

“Cough, cough, no. It just went down the wrong way.”

Eunho gulped down the water and suppressed the cough. While he wiped the splattered soup with tissues, he could not once look at Seo Taehwa’s face. His face was burning red, as if steam would rise from it. His reaction looked too embarrassed for it to be just from choking.

“Did you two fight or anything?”

“Me and the Chairman?”

“You were yelling and making a fuss that time too.”

Seo Taehwa did not know exactly what words had been exchanged, but he knew Eunho had shouted back. He had always been such a gentle boy, yet once he lost his footing, he had rushed in recklessly. That incident had been a shock for Seo Taehwa as well.

“…I don’t do that anymore.”

“Is Yeorok still watching you closely?”

“……”

Eunho stirred the yellow soup with his spoon. He wanted to calm himself, but the memories that slipped into his head only unsettled him more.

He was not a guard anymore, he was Eunho’s sex partner. With kisses that melted his tongue, Eunho had no chance to resist. Strangely, his body that locked up whenever anyone else touched him opened easily only for Choi Yeorok.

Even to himself, Eunho thought he was ridiculous and selfish. Maybe Choi Yeorok thought the same. He could feel keenly that Yeorok did not enjoy being with him. Yet he still accepted him, and Eunho had to be grateful for even that.

The silence stretched longer than he meant. Seo Taehwa tried nudging him a few more times, but Eunho did not open his mouth. Even if the other person was Seo Taehwa, he could not spill such secrets without Yeorok’s permission.

In the end, Seo Taehwa gave up and pushed his chair back. He planned to leave him alone so Eunho could eat in peace. He could not stay long in this house anyway. The owner of the place had too nasty a temper.

“Keep eating. I’ll put things away.”

“I’ll help you.”

“Leave the chores to a professional. Just eat.”

Seo Taehwa put the food he had brought into the refrigerator. Calling himself a professional was not an empty word. With his neat hands he emptied the cooler bag in no time. Then he went into the dressing room and started arranging Eunho’s clothes as well.

‘Make sure he can use the closet comfortably.’

Taehwa had wondered what that meant. But once he saw it himself, he understood. Instead of using the wide space, Eunho had built his own little corner in the dressing room. No doubt he had been too self-conscious.

“So timid…”

Seo Taehwa smiled and hung Eunho’s clothes on the empty hangers.

“At this rate he should have just called mr to the officetel too. It would have been nice to look after you together.”

If it was for Choi Yeorok, he would gladly serve like a slave. The man’s constant cold rejection only felt harsher because of that.

Before leaving, Seo Taehwa brushed Yeorok’s tie lightly under the pretense of tidying up. It was one way of letting out the affection he could never show openly. After that he walked out shamelessly as if nothing had happened.

Eunho was still poking at the soup without really eating. Seo Taehwa did not scold him and instead picked up the empty bags, getting ready to leave.

“Eunho-ya, do you need anything else?”

“……”

Eunho lifted his large eyes. He looked at Seo Taehwa for a long while before finally opening his mouth.

“Hyung, could you… get me a video?”

“What kind of video?”

His troubled eyes flicked briefly to the dildo on the table. The meaning of that glance was clear.

***

[Oral Sex Lesson – For Beginners]

The title alone inspired trust.

Eunho took a deep breath in front of the laptop. The video he barely managed to ask Seo Taehwa to get him was exactly what he needed.

There were all kinds of sex videos in the world, and among them were some made for educational purposes. The thirty-minute lesson held its intended purpose plainly. Of course, the act itself was anything but plain.

–When you take in the penis, be careful not to let your teeth touch. Use your tongue to gently cover the surface. Try following along.

On the screen, the man holding a dildo stuck out his tongue and licked up the shaft. Each time the demonstration appeared, Eunho winced.

But who else would explain it this clearly? Using Choi Yoonho’s sex video as reference was best, but that was far too advanced. A beginner had to learn at a beginner’s level. Eunho also brought the dildo to his mouth and followed along.

Above all, Eunho did not have much time. Only two days were left until Choi Yeorok returned. His impatience was stronger than his fear.