TOPWL 188

“Ah, ngh…!”

Even after climaxing once, Khalid hadn’t fully come to his senses. Like a predator that had just fed, he leisurely moved in and out of Yudit’s body.

“Aahk…!”

As Khalid pushed deep and then slowly scraped his way back out, Yudit gripped the sheets and let out a moan. It was the kind of slow thrust Yudit liked. Because of that, Yudit’s penis was so swollen it almost hurt. Khalid gazed silently at Yudit’s perfectly straight shaft, then suddenly grabbed it.

“Ngh…!”

Yudit let out a loud moan. It didn’t hurt, but it startled him. With one of Yudit’s legs draped over his shoulder, Khalid kept thrusting while his hand stroked Yudit’s length.

“W-Wait, ngh, Khalid… ah…!”

Stimulated from both ends, Yudit couldn’t last long and came in Khalid’s hand. His semen splattered messily across their stomachs and thighs. Yudit panted, flustered and unsure what to do, but Khalid didn’t let go even though he knew Yudit had just finished.

“Ngh, ah, stop, no more…!”

Yudit’s overly sensitive member was being toyed with by a few fingers. Trembling, he grabbed Khalid’s hand, but Khalid seemed displeased with Yudit’s reaction. He grabbed his wrist and pulled him into a full embrace.

“Ngh…!”

Khalid’s cock, still inside, sank even deeper. He stopped playing with Yudit’s penis and began thrusting in earnest.

“Ngh, hah, Khalid…!”

Yudit let out a choked moan at Khalid’s movements. Gently holding Yudit’s hips like he was handling a child, Khalid pistoned up and down. All Yudit could do was cling to Khalid’s shoulders, gasping. Even though he was on top, he still felt like he was pinned beneath him.

With Khalid driving deep into his core, Yudit fell apart helplessly. Drenched in the overwhelming pleasure Khalid gave him, he suddenly felt something was off, like Khalid was searching for something. What was he trying to find, probing around inside like that? Yudit began to feel anxious.

“Ah, Khalid, ngh, h-hold on, stop. Please stop…!”

Yudit hurriedly tried to stop Khalid, but it was already too late. Within the tight inner walls, Khalid had found Yudit’s cervix. Smiling in satisfaction, he picked up the pace. Yudit panicked and tried to stop him, but it was useless. Just as Khalid climaxed inside Yudit’s walls, the base of his cock began to swell rapidly. He was knotting.

“Ahhk…!”

Yudit screamed. His already-stretched hole struggled to accommodate Khalid’s knot. It even sounded like something tore a little. The base of his cock was hard, almost like it had bone in it. The knot swelled to trap the semen inside and increase the chance of pregnancy. Naturally, that act brought pain to an omega.

“Ugh, ngh, ahh, it hurts, it hurts…!”

Tears streamed down Yudit’s cheeks from the intense pain. Seeing Yudit’s tears, Khalid’s expression twisted in horror.

“Yudit…!”

Yudit turned quickly to face him. The dazed look in his eyes was now focused. Seeing the concern in Khalid’s expression, Yudit threw his arms around him and burst into tears. Khalid held him tightly and patted his back.

“Damn it, what the hell happened?”

“You… don’t remember?”

Khalid wiped Yudit’s tears and gave a troubled nod.

“I came into your room… I think the pheromones spread… and after that, I don’t remember anything.”

So he’d been out of his mind from that point on? Yudit felt a twinge of guilt.

“S-Sorry…”

“What are you sorry for?”

Khalid asked in disbelief.

“I-I didn’t even ask if you were okay with it… ah.”

Yudit moved instinctively to find a more comfortable position, and another moan escaped his lips.

“What should I do? Do you want me to help?”

“You… you can’t make it go down, right?”

“When did it start?”

“J-Just a little while ago. Right after you came… suddenly it was like this.”

Khalid’s face clouded at Yudit’s answer.

“Then we’ll probably have to wait at least an hour or two…”

Yudit’s face fell in silence. It felt like he was being punished. Trembling helplessly in Khalid’s arms, he looked miserable. After some thought, Khalid asked in a serious tone,

“Should I call for a doctor to give you something for the pain?”

Was Khalid still not thinking clearly? Yudit shook his head in alarm.

“N-No! Absolutely not!”

He didn’t want anyone seeing him like this.

“I don’t mind.”

“Well, I do.”

Yudit cut him off firmly, and Khalid looked dejected. It seemed he couldn’t believe he was the one causing Yudit pain.

“For now… this position’s too uncomfortable, so try lying down against me.”

“Alright. Just, wait a moment. Don’t move.”

As Khalid slowly lowered his body with care, he helped Yudit lie on top of him more comfortably. Yudit, now unintentionally pressed down with Khalid still inside him, squeezed his eyes shut in embarrassment. It felt like this had all happened because of his own greed.

An awkward silence followed. Even the slightest movement from Yudit caused pain, and Khalid, worried that moving beneath him would hurt Yudit more, remained still as a statue. The quiet made the feelings come rushing back again, shame, pain, helplessness.

“Ugh…”

“Yudit, are you crying?”

Yudit felt mix of pain, humiliation, and self-loathing, ready to spill as tears. But he held back, he must look really pathetic. The room was so silent that even the sound of his restrained sobs was audible, and they were lying so close. Khalid, flustered, gently wiped away Yudit’s tears.

“I’m sorry. I’m so sorry.”

Seeing Khalid apologize to him made Yudit feel even more wretched.

“Why is Khalid apologizing? I… I was the one who started it.”

“Because I’m hurting you right now.”

“It’s not like it’s something you did on purpose…”

He hadn’t even been in his right mind. Yudit raised a hand to wipe his tears but immediately winced and returned to his original position.

“Did I make you… not want me anymore?”

“Of course not.”

Khalid’s voice, so gentle as he said that, gave Yudit a little courage.

“Then why were you avoiding me… treating me so coldly?”

“That’s…”

Khalid trailed off, then took a deep breath, as if bracing himself.

“To be honest, it was because I was afraid this might happen.”

“…What?”

“I got used to being with you regularly, and my pheromones had stabilized, so I forgot about it. But then the early signs of rut started. Like the sudden rise in body temperature and abnormal arousal.”

He let out a long, pained sigh as he spoke.

“Maybe because of the pheromone shift, the suppressant I usually take stopped working… I kept increasing the dosage and barely made it to the capital. I only finally found the right suppressant today at lunch.”

“Why… why didn’t you tell me that?”

“Because I thought you’d try to help if you knew.”

“Of course I would. I’m Khalid’s… lover, after all.”

He must have been suffering the whole time during the march. If there had been anything Yudit could do to ease that pain, he would have accepted it without hesitation.

“That’s exactly why I didn’t. It was obvious you’d push yourself. How could I ask someone about to go to war to cooperate just because I was in rut?”

Khalid gently caressed Yudit’s backside as he continued.

“…And it was obvious it would end up like this.”

“…Ngh.”

In the end, it had all been for Yudit’s sake. Now that he knew the full truth, Yudit shut his eyes tightly.

“We’re both such idiots.”

“Yeah. I should’ve just explained everything. If I’d known you’d be so anxious…”

“Next time, you have to tell me. No matter what.”

“I will. I’m sorry.”

With Khalid’s apology, the anxiety that had gripped Yudit melted away like snow. Khalid gently ran his hand down Yudit’s sweat-dampened back.

“So, then… this is your rut?”

At Yudit’s innocent question, Khalid laughed softly and shook his head.

“No way. If this were rut, neither of us would be leaving this bed for three days. This is… just the leftover flare from it.”

“L-Leftover? And it’s this intense?”

“It probably reacted strongly to your pheromones. Normally, even during rut, I wouldn’t completely lose control. But I’ve been suppressing it for so long… I guess the rebound hit hard.”

Yudit hung his head low.

“Then… what did you come to talk about?”

“Mm… It’s not something we should discuss in this position. I’ll tell you after.”

At that, Yudit blushed. Khalid patted his back and said,

“It’s rough, but… try to sleep a little. Even just closing your eyes will help.”

“I’ll try. Though I don’t think I’ll actually fall asleep.”

“…Sorry.”

The look on Khalid’s face as he said that was so apologetic that, even now, Yudit couldn’t help but laugh. Just as Khalid said, when Yudit leaned against him and closed his eyes, he could hear the heartbeat thudding inside Khalid’s chest. The steady rhythm soothed him. Despite how uncomfortable everything was, somehow, it made him feel at ease. Shifting slightly, Yudit eventually fell asleep.