VSP 148

“……You’re hard.”

“…….”

He let out a sigh. It was a natural physical reaction, but he didn’t seem ignorant of the fact.

Before he knew it, Cha Dogyeong’s hard lower body rubbed against him.

In Sejun’s memory, specifically, from the moments when Sejun’s ego couldn’t exert any power, Cha Dogyeong’s member was unresponsive. That led to the unprecedented event of a failed sexual encounter.

But now, it was hard as if that had never happened. The outline showed he was completely ready.

It was obvious what he was ready for.

“Don’t say anything. It’s been a long time since I’ve seen the real Seo Sejun, so I can’t help it.”

Sejun stared at the bulge that he couldn’t even cover. Dogyeong looked troubled.

“Last time, it wouldn’t even stand up.”

He sighed as if he was annoyed by his own unruly lower body.

“Don’t mind it. I’m not so shameless that I’d touch you right now.”

“You are shameless,” Sejun replied instantly. It wasn’t that he had a specific thought; it was more that he jumped at the chance to correct a fact he knew.

“……Do you really want me to act without a conscience?”

Those words seemed to spark Cha Dogyeong’s irritation. He had been gentle and considerate of Sejun all day, but for the first time, he wore the face of the Cha Dogyeong Sejun knew.

“You have no idea how much I’m holding back and putting up with for Seo Sejun’s sake.”

“…….”

He held back? Cha Dogyeong?

Sejun recalled his agonizing first experience. Specifically, he thought of the first time and the memory of the two days when Cha Dogyeong pounced on him again the moment they returned from an outing the next day.

If that was him holding back, what would he do if he didn’t? It was absurd.

“I used them all last time, so there aren’t any condoms.”

Now that he mentioned it, it was true. When they had their second round after returning from the mart, the two of them ended up using every single remaining condom.

Sejun remembered how many slippery, heavy condoms he had tied up and thrown away. He closed his eyes and then opened them.

Feeling somewhat anxious, he repeatedly bit his lips before speaking.

“……It’s fine without them.”

“What?”

He was usually quick-witted, so Sejun wondered why he couldn’t understand now. He resented it for a moment, but eventually, Sejun spoke again with a clear subject.

“I said we don’t need to use condoms.”

However, only after the words left his mouth did Sejun realize this would sound like ‘I don’t care if there aren’t any, let’s do it now’ to Cha Dogyeong.

Wait, no. He simply meant it was okay that there weren’t any; he didn’t mean they should do it this instant.

But it was certain that anyone would hear it as the latter.

Besides, wouldn’t this make him look too desperate? Saying they didn’t need condoms felt a bit too promiscuous.

Sejun checked Dogyeong’s face with a bit of regret, but he realized his worries were useless.

Cha Dogyeong looked like he had been caught off guard by an unexpected attack. He had the same face he usually wore only once or twice during sex.

Seeing that face made Sejun’s mouth feel hot. He swallowed dryly and fanned himself with his hand.

Sejun knew better than anyone that Cha Dogyeong was handsome. He also knew what that handsome face looked like when he couldn’t contain his excitement.

As he looked at that erotic face struggling with arousal, Sejun realized he hadn’t just swallowed his saliva, but his own excitement.

He felt his body heating up. He got turned on instantly just by looking at Cha Dogyeong’s face.

Since his instincts were working that hard, the depression in his mind cleared just a little.

It was ridiculous. He had been acting so serious until a moment ago, but now he couldn’t complain even if someone called him a pervert.

If Cha Dogyeong could read Sejun’s mind, he’d likely say this was better than worrying about things that wouldn’t change. But Sejun writhed in self-loathing for a moment, even though he knew he couldn’t do anything about it.

In Sejun’s sight, he saw Cha Dogyeong biting his own lip. It was to the point where he might bleed. Sejun spoke urgently.

“You’ll bleed. Don’t bite your lip.”

“Ha…….”

Dogyeong was going crazy because of Seo Sejun. The guy turned him on as much as possible and then told him not to bite his lip.

He tried not to touch Sejun to be considerate of his gloomy mood, but Seo Sejun kept saying words that provoked him.

It was unfair that Sejun didn’t even realize he was doing it.

Thanks to that, Dogyeong’s words came out crooked.

“Seo Sejun, you’ve become quite the handful.”

“What?”

“We don’t need condoms? You say dangerous things so casually.”

Sejun felt wronged by this. He only said it was fine because there weren’t any, so why did it turn into this?

Having condoms would be better, but it wasn’t like they couldn’t do it without them. Was that really so promiscuous? Sejun grumbled.

“But it’s not like I can get pregnant…….”

“Why wouldn’t it be possible?”

What did he mean, why wouldn’t it be possible?

Sejun couldn’t follow the conversation for a moment and looked confused. Dogyeong smirked at Sejun’s innocent face.

“If I keep dumping it inside until you conceive, it might happen one day.”

He said such harsh words. Sejun’s mouth fell open.

“What kind of crazy….”

“Don’t say things that are bad for prenatal care.”

Sejun gaped. Cha Dogyeong was definitely insane.

Sejun looked at Cha Dogyeong’s grinning face and realized he had stepped into something bad. Cha Dogyeong would tease him about this forever.

However, that thin layer of composure soon ran out. Cha Dogyeong sighed as if he had never been smiling.

“Anyway, unless you want to do it to death so much that you don’t need a condom, don’t say things like that. Rest well today. We’ll talk about other things tomorrow.”

The offer to stay the night wasn’t a joke. Sejun sat on the edge of the bed the whole time. He watched Dogyeong’s back as he headed to the kitchen asking, “What do you want to eat?” and then spoke impulsively.

“What if I do want to do it to death?”

Cha Dogyeong’s movements came to a halt.

Sejun knew that Cha Dogyeong didn’t hold back in times like this, therefore he felt nervous. But he didn’t regret saying it.

He knew he wouldn’t be able to sleep like this. His head would be a mess. He’d worry about when that “other version” of him would come out again, where Hoya was, and if the system would ever return.

In that case, he’d rather…

“I don’t think I’ll be able to sleep.”

But unlike the words he just spoke, an excuse naturally flew out of his mouth.

He couldn’t help it. Even though he had opened his legs for Cha Dogyeong before, in Sejun’s mind, he was still a straight man who liked women. He was a man who felt a sense of rejection at the idea of being pinned down by someone.

It was hard for him to be nonchalant while explicitly asking for his body to be warmed up.

After a moment of silence, a short sigh came from Dogyeong.

“Ha, seriously.”

His hand was rough as he ruffled his own hair.

Cha Dogyeong stood still for a long time without saying a word. His chest heaved as if he was having a fierce internal conflict. Then, he turned abruptly and approached Sejun.

“Seo Sejun, I really wanted to just let you sleep comfortably.”

Sejun’s shoulders were pushed back gently. He ended up lying on the bed and looked dazed at the sudden turn of events. He was then horrified to see the body naturally sliding between his legs.

“Hey, wait, wait.”

“You said you wanted to do it to death. Are you trying to take it back now?”

“No, I’m not taking it back! I haven’t even washed yet.”

“You must have washed in the morning before coming out.”

What did washing in the morning have to do with anything? It was absurd, but Sejun was too busy trying to stop Dogyeong, who looked ready to dive inside him, to argue.

“Last time, even if I didn’t look it, I was a bit rushed.”

No, you looked rushed to everyone.

“So I was a bit disappointed that I couldn’t even do half of what I wanted with Seo Sejun.”

That was less than half?

“I thought about sucking Seo Sejun’s pretty cock this time.”

Sejun gaped at the vulgar words.

“I can’t do it this time either. I don’t have the capacity for that.”

“Why are you so excited!”

“Who told you to provoke me?”

Dogyeong brazenly blamed the current situation on Sejun.

Sejun realized he had provoked him to some extent, but he didn’t expect him to pounce with this much excitement.

“No, wait! At least let’s wash first……!”

“No.”

Sejun’s resistance was easily suppressed.

“I’m finally getting a taste of the real Seo Sejun after a very long time.”

The “Seo Sejun” he mentioned likely didn’t just refer to Sejun’s body.

“…….”

Sejun realized how frustrated Dogyeong must have been over the past few days when Sejun wasn’t himself. His resistance stopped.

“Ah…… seriously.”

He couldn’t help but be weak against words like that. Sejun eventually gave in and reached out his arms.

As he grabbed Dogyeong’s cheeks, Dogyeong naturally turned his head and kissed Sejun’s palm.

Feeling a burning sensation spread across his entire palm, Sejun pulled that face toward him and kissed him.