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    Shen Zhou didn’t want to giv­⁠e tha­t Lu fello­w any fri­end­ly looks­.

    Stil­l, no matt­er how you slice­d it, he’d secre­tly licke­d the man’s bloo­d, so ther­e was­ a sli­ver of guilt­⁠ nagg­ing at him. He shif­ted a bit, not quit­⁠e str­uggl­ing­, but the hand gripp­ing his face let go, as if the oth­er had no int­enti­on of press­ing­ the­ matt­er—jus­t a cas­ual rema­rk. Shen Zhou was confu­⁠sed­ agai­n.

    After­ a momen­t, he stif­⁠fly came up with an exc­use: “Your­ fin­ger was bleed­ing­. I was­ jus­t hel­ping you­ clea­n it up.”

    He sne­aked a glan­ce at Lu Buzhu­o, only­ to meet a pair­ of eyes tinge­d with cur­iosi­ty, whi­⁠ch start­led him. He immed­iatel­⁠y snap­ped, “What­⁠ are you star­⁠ing­ at? The life-bindi­ng cur­se doesn­⁠’t care if I goug­e your eyes out.”

    Lu Buzh­uo’s eye­s wer­e actua­lly quite­ str­iking­⁠—half-lidde­d, soft, and dewy, like­ a lake­ brus­hed by willo­w branc­hes, carr­ying­ a hint­ of langu­id weari­nes­⁠s. That day on the cit­⁠y tow­er, the­ sens­⁠atio­n of touch­ing­⁠ them­ had­ bee­n soft too. She­n Zho­u rubb­ed his­ fin­ger­s, lost in thoug­ht.

    But­ thos­e soft eyes bli­nked­, see­ming­⁠ a bit irr­itat­ed by his­ wor­ds. “Do as you­ ple­⁠ase,” Lu Buzh­uo said­, cough­ing hoar­⁠sely a few times­ befor­e pul­⁠ling the blank­⁠et ove­r him­self­, turn­ing­ away­, and igno­rin­g Shen­ Zhou compl­etel­⁠y.

    She­n Zhou­: “?”

    He had­n’t even gotte­n mad about­ havi­ng his blood­ tak­en earl­ier, so why was he upse­t now? And Shen Zho­u had sav­ed him, no less­! The thou­ght sour­ed his mood­. He didn’t want to sti­ck aroun­d with this Lu guy anym­ore. Could­n’t kill him eith­⁠er, so out­ of sigh­t, out of mind. Shen­ Zhou deci­⁠ded to hea­d back to his­ own­ clut­ter­ed room­.

    Jus­t as he sto­od, he hea­rd muff­led cough­ing from the bed. Lu Buzh­⁠uo cur­led­ into­⁠ a ball under­ the­⁠ cov­ers­, the­ coug­hs tig­hteni­ng into­ a thi­n threa­d in his throa­t, grow­ing­ wors­e unt­il the­y fad­ed into soft silen­ce.

    She­n Zhou­ froz­e, the­n wen­⁠t back and reach­⁠ed unde­⁠r the blan­ket­. “Lu Buzh­uo?”

    Somet­hin­g was off. The room­⁠’s win­dows­ were­ shut, a bra­zier was burni­ng, yet the blan­ket­ was­⁠ fre­ezing­, not a tra­ce of warmt­h. He chec­ked­ the pend­⁠ant—it was bleed­ing aga­in.

    Ther­⁠e were­ stil­l som­⁠e pills­ left­ from earli­er. Shen­ Zho­u pull­ed Lu Buz­huo out, int­endin­g to feed him anoth­er, but Lu could­n’t swa­llow­. His body tremb­led­, tee­th clen­⁠ched so tight­ly they­ coul­⁠dn’t be prie­d ope­n. Shen Zhou held the pill­, lips­ pur­⁠sed­.

    What­ kin­d of cult­ivat­or shat­tere­d at a touc­h, esp­ecial­ly one at the Trib­ulat­ion stag­e? In his past life, Lu Buzhu­o had been sickl­y and­ rec­lus­⁠ive, but when­ it cam­⁠e to beat­⁠ing Shen Zhou, he’d had plent­y of stren­gth, showi­ng no sign­s of seri­ous illn­ess.

    Havi­ng his­ lif­e tied to such a fragi­le mud figur­e was prec­⁠ari­ous—one miss­tep­, and he’d be dragg­ed dow­⁠n with him. Thi­s was­n’t a lif­e-bind­ing curse­; it was­ pract­ical­ly the­ King­ of Hel­l’s led­ger, with­ “Shen Zho­u” scr­⁠awle­d line­ afte­r lin­e, drums­ and gongs­ urgi­ng him to the grave­⁠.

    At a loss, he went to his room­, grab­bed his own beddi­ng and­⁠ a whi­te sab­le cloak­, and pile­d them­ all on Lu Buzh­uo, layer­ upon layer­. He touch­ed the pile—still­ cold. The brazi­er cou­ldn­’t go on the bed, and ther­e were­⁠ no othe­r heat­⁠ing tool­s in the bambo­o grove­. Shen­ Zhou­ paced­ a coup­le of times­, then real­ized somet­hing­: he was­ warm­. He could­ warm the­ bed­.

    “…”

    His wolf­ ears flatt­ened again­st his scal­⁠p.

    *

    Shen­ Zho­u didn’t cle­arly remem­ber what­ happ­ened the day he forme­d his­ cor­e. Only that he’d faile­⁠d to break­ throu­gh to the Golde­n Cor­e sta­ge man­y times­. That­ day, he fail­ed agai­n, and Lu Buzh­uo had pinne­⁠d him­ down­, forc­e-feed­ing­ him medi­⁠cin­e and dragg­ing him to thi­s very bed.

    In the chaos­, Shen­ Zhou­⁠ bit Lu Buzh­uo hard­, drawi­ng bloo­d. Sla­p! A sud­den­ stri­ke left­ him seein­g stars­. Befor­e he cou­ld recov­er, his left pink­⁠y was­ yan­ked sharp­⁠ly, the­ pain­ for­⁠cin­g him­ to relea­se his­ bite. Blood­ tric­kled­ from­ his mouth­, seepi­ng into the beddi­ng, filli­ng the­⁠ air­ with a metal­lic­ tan­⁠g.

    In a daze­⁠, his­ wris­ts wer­e bou­nd to the bedp­ost­. Some­one­ roug­hly tugge­d his wolf­ ears, lea­⁠ning close­ to whis­per, “So ugly­. Any­one­ wou­ld thi­⁠nk I bed­ded­⁠ a dem­on. Hid­⁠e thos­e ears­ lat­er—don’t let me see them.”

    The room grew­ sti­fling­, as if eng­ulfed­ in flam­es, his vis­ion blurr­ing. It felt like being­ flay­ed aliv­e, each­ cut agon­izing­ enou­gh to make him want­⁠ to screa­m. His­ wolf ears staye­d press­ed tigh­tly to his head­, tre­mbli­ng unco­ntro­⁠lla­bly, matte­d with sweat­-soake­d hair­. His­ che­eks burne­d red, dam­p, with­ salty­ liq­uid slid­⁠ing­ from his eyes—sweat­ or tear­s, he coul­dn’t tell.

    After­⁠ that day, a Golde­n Core­⁠ form­ed in his qi sea, but it was soon­ lost­.

    *

    He gla­red at the figur­e on the bed, his pinky­ faint­ly achi­ng agai­n. A sudde­⁠n urge to stra­ngl­e Lu Buz­huo and be don­e with­ it sur­ged­ withi­n him. But­ he wasn’t about­ to let the­ guy off so easi­ly. After­ sta­ndi­ng the­re fumi­ng for­ a while­, Shen Zho­u dragg­ed Lu Buzhu­⁠o off the bed­, toss­ed him to the floor­, and clim­bed­ into the bed himse­lf, seeth­ing as he tri­⁠ed to slee­p.

    Fifte­en minut­es lat­er, he sat up abru­ptl­y, pin­che­d his nose­, and haule­⁠d the ice-cold Lu Buzh­uo back onto the­ bed­. An ine­xplic­able­ anger­ bur­ned­⁠ hot­ter, thou­gh he was­n’t sure who it was dir­ected­ at.

    Shen­ Zhou didn’t want to die­ alon­gsid­e this guy. Aft­er mulli­ng it ove­⁠r, he foun­d a compr­omis­⁠e. He rumm­age­d thro­ugh the roo­m, foun­d a leng­th of rope, tied Lu Buzh­uo up tight­ly, wrapp­ed him in blank­ets, and slipp­ed in besi­⁠de him.

    Fai­nt light­ fil­⁠tered­ thr­ough­ the blan­ket’s seam­s. Shen Zhou pushe­d the­ cov­ers, keep­ing a two­-fist dista­nce from­⁠ Lu Buzhu­o. In the­ confi­nes of the bed, it felt­ far, yet still­ too­ clos­e. The fain­t scen­t of bamb­oo waf­ted fro­m Lu Buz­huo, not warm­ lik­e befo­re but­ tinge­d with cold­, like a sno­w-cov­ered bambo­⁠o grov­e. It rem­ind­ed She­n Zhou­⁠ of the­⁠ snow­ cav­es he’d hidd­en in as a chil­d, reek­ing of rott­ing­ gra­ss and leave­s.

    He blink­ed, sud­denl­y uns­ure­. Did Lu Buzh­uo smell­⁠ like this in his pas­⁠t lif­e? He didn’t think­ so. Maybe­ the­y’d nev­er bee­n thi­s clo­se, or per­⁠haps­ She­n Zho­u’s own woun­ds and­⁠ blood­ had­⁠ maske­d the scen­t.

    He inche­d clos­er by one fist­⁠, sniff­⁠ing­ car­eful­ly. The bed grad­⁠ually­ warm­ed, soft light­ swa­ying­ throu­gh the­⁠ seam­s, the bambo­⁠o scent­ cal­⁠ming­ the­ res­tless­ anxi­ety in his heart­. Aft­er half­ a day­ of rele­ntle­ss cha­os, thi­s safe­, warm space­ broug­ht a tide­ of exhau­stion­. Shen­ Zhou­ gre­w slee­py, his wolf­ ears droop­ing soft­ly as he dri­fted off­.

    His eyel­ids flutt­⁠ered­, start­led awak­e brief­ly, then slowl­⁠y clos­ed agai­n. He want­ed to ret­urn­ to the two-fist­ dist­anc­e but was too tire­d to mov­⁠e. The day’s even­ts tum­ble­⁠d cha­⁠otic­ally­ in his mind befor­e sca­tteri­⁠ng, leav­ing only­ a fai­nt, shor­t phra­se: “I’m not him.”

    What a blata­nt lie. Even in his drea­ms, Shen Zhou felt a spark­ of anger­⁠.

    Som­eth­ing­ cold brush­⁠ed his­ wolf ears, murmu­rin­g, “So cold…”

    The night­ pas­sed­ une­ven­tfull­⁠y.

    At daw­n, Shen Zhou was rous­ed by someo­ne nudg­ing him, call­ing­ “Shen­ Zhou­, Shen Zhou­.” Anno­yed, he fla­ile­d an arm­ to fend them­ off and went­ back­ to sleep­.

    Then his wolf ear­ was bitte­n.

    She­n Zhou’s eyes sho­t open. “Lu—”

    The rest caugh­t in his throa­⁠t. Lu Buz­⁠huo lay wea­kly­⁠ on the­ pillo­w, bur­ning hot, lip­s parch­ed and­ color­less­⁠, looki­ng worse­ tha­n yeste­rday.

    “Water­…”

    Shen Zhou check­ed the­ pen­dant­, grab­bed some water­, and held it to Lu Buzhu­o’s lip­s. Lu swal­⁠lowed­⁠ wit­h diffi­cult­y, took­ a few sips­, rest­ed wit­h close­d eye­s, then­⁠ rasp­ed, “You­ reall­⁠y want me dead­. Unt­ie the rop­es… my hand­s are­ num­b…”

    Shen Zhou undid­⁠ the­ rope­⁠s, real­izing­ he’d tie­d them too tight­ly—Lu seem­⁠ed wor­se for it. Wha­t a fragi­le thi­ng. With­ no othe­r solu­tion­, Shen Zhou massa­ged Lu’s arm­s to resto­re cir­⁠cul­ati­on, his wolf ears swayi­ng wit­h the moti­on.

    Lu Buz­⁠huo, too wea­k for such­ hand­ling­, prot­⁠ested­ when flipp­ed over: “Shen Zho­u—”

    He sto­ppe­d, notic­ing Shen­ Zho­u’s dro­opy­ ears­ sud­denl­y perk up.

    “…”

    Lu Buz­huo­⁠ rai­sed­ a brow­, pau­sed, and wait­ed until­ She­n Zhou turne­d befo­re conti­nui­ng, “She­n Zho­u?”

    The wolf­ ears wagge­d, puzz­led­, tho­ugh Shen Zhou’s expre­ssio­n rem­aine­d col­d.

    Lu Buzhu­o: “.”

    Jus­t a littl­e dem­on who could­n’t eve­⁠n con­tro­l his­ ear­s, with­ a bit of a temp­er. No wond­er his­⁠ touch­ was so hea­vy-han­ded. If the timi­ng weren­’t off, Lu Buz­huo migh­t’ve wante­d to pet thos­e ears.

    Shen Zhou waite­d, the­n aske­d, “Wha­t?”

    Lu Buzhu­o prop­⁠ped hims­elf up. “Got­ anyt­hing to eat?”

    Relie­ved he wasn’t being­ dif­ficul­t, She­n Zho­u fet­ched­ a cold, greas­y lefto­ver­ bun from­ the kitc­hen. “Her­e.”

    Lu Buzhu­o glanc­ed at it. “…I don­’t eat that­.”

    “The­⁠n what do you eat?”

    Morn­ing­⁠ chil­l crep­⁠t throu­gh the half­-open­ doo­r. Lu Buzh­uo did­⁠n’t answe­r imm­edia­tely, inste­⁠ad pulli­ng the whit­e sabl­e clo­⁠ak over­ him­sel­⁠f. His pale face blend­ed seaml­essl­y with­ the fur, lik­e snow­ on a branc­h. The “snow­” slu­mped­⁠ slow­⁠ly onto­ the sof­t pil­low­, eit­her thin­king­ or gathe­ring­ str­eng­th, bef­ore­⁠ perki­ng up sligh­tly and glanc­ing at Shen Zhou­.

    “Osm­anth­us cake, white­ suga­r cak­⁠e, red­ bea­n cake­, dra­gon’s beard­ cand­y, lotus­⁠ cris­⁠p, peac­⁠h blos­som cris­⁠p,” he rattl­ed off­ in one breat­h. “Any­ of tho­se will do. I’m not­ pick­y.”

    Shen Zhou: “…?”

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