AOA 129

“Pardon? Ah, yes. I can walk, but what are you going to do? You can just call Jaeha.”

“It takes too long.”

“But….”

“Your condition right now…. Hold tight.”

Baek Mugyeong was annoyed and he stopped explaining. Then he put strength in his arms and he lifted me up. I had been feeling like I was walking on clouds, and then when my legs floated up I got flustered.

I realized a little late that I was being carried in Baek Mugyeong’s arms. Even while I was dizzy I felt embarrassed.

“Excuse me?”

“If you move you will fall.”

“I can walk. If you support me….”

“This is faster.”

That was true. But I was ashamed that everyone passing by looked at me once.

My face seemed to have turned red apart from the fever. I had to find an excuse to defend myself that it was fine since on the papers he was still my spouse. But I turned my head to avoid people’s gazes.

Baek Mugyeong, who walked with big and fast steps, arrived not at the underground parking lot but at the front desk in the main lobby of the hotel.

I was baffled and confused, and then Baek Mugyeong set me down. He handed a card and identification to the staff and rented a room.

“Baek Mugyeong-ssi?”

“There is no time to go home.”

“Yes… thank you.”

My head was blank because of the fever. But I knew Baek Mugyeong’s words were right. I was barely holding on, but in truth I wanted to lie down right here right now. I didn’t think I could endure until I got home.

I had to bow my head and thank Baek Mugyeong no matter what. To not just leave me but even book a room and bring me was an enormous kindness.

The check-in was over instantly. After receiving the room card key, Baek Mugyeong lifted me up again. This time too it was embarrassing and shameful, but I didn’t ask him to put me down and closed my eyes tightly.

The people who had boarded the same elevator got off in the middle, and I was left alone with Baek Mugyeong. The mechanical sound of the elevator and my breathing echoed in my ears.

Even while my body was in shambles, I still could pick up the alpha scent soaked into Baek Mugyeong’s suit. Just breathing in the scent made the fever subside.

I barely held myself back from instinctively burying my face in Baek Mugyeong’s chest. If I went into heat here I would really have to stick my nose in a dish of water and die.

I kept my eyes closed and counted numbers in my head, and I consciously blocked pheromones from leaking out. But the problem was that I was in heat. If I lost focus even a little, all my nerves went toward Baek Mugyeong.

I kept remembering how the sex had been when it was full of his pheromones that made me feel like I would suffocate. I kept remembering how good it had been to scream hoarsely, soaked in pheromones and pleasure.

Just imagining it made blood rush to my sex, and my muscles trembled violently.

I am going crazy. It would be better if I just fainted.

My focus was dropping because of the fever, but it wasn’t to the point of losing consciousness. My nerves being tough was another problem.

While I was caught up in those thoughts, the elevator stopped. The moment he opened the door with the card key after passing through the corridor felt like an eternity. The door opened, and as soon as I entered the room I felt a little more relaxed.

Baek Mugyeong slowly set me down, but since I couldn’t put strength in my legs I staggered and almost crashed into him.

“Are you all right?”

“Ah… my legs gave out. You can just throw me on the bed.”

Even speaking short words made my mouth taste sweet. Alphas and omegas don’t feel their own pheromone scent. So this was just my mouth being dry.

I remembered how much I had suffered in the first heat. I thought I would be bedridden for days, and sighed.

“Please contact Jaeha no matter what. I beg you.”

Since it was this serious I had to take stabilizers again. There were emergency medicines in the car. It was better to ask Choi Jaeha than to ask Baek Mugyeong to bring them.

“Jaeha….”

“Yes. Jaeha….”

I answered to Baek Mugyeong’s words, and then suddenly the man’s pheromones spread explosively. In an instant the whole room was full of Baek Mugyeong’s pheromones.

As soon as I wondered why, Baek Mugyeong pulled me into his arms. When I blinked I saw only the gray suit.

“You drive me crazy.”

It was a voice close to a growl. I couldn’t think straight. I had been trying not to get distracted by the pheromones soaked Baek Mugyeong’s suit from earlier. But when pheromones filled everywhere it became impossible to keep reason.

My body had already reacted. Even though my lower body lost strength and it was hard to stand, my underwear became wet instantly.

It was Baek Mugyeong’s pheromones.

Every time I buried my face in his chest and breathed in, the fever subsided. I felt satisfied, and my head grew hazier.

I wanted a kiss. I wanted to feel his skin. I thought that if I screamed, drowned in pleasure, the torment would calm down.

I hugged Baek Mugyeong’s back tightly and lifted my head. Our eyes met. The man’s gaze, with his brows furrowed, was full of desire.

I realized that it was because of me that he couldn’t control his pheromones. It wasn’t only pheromones. I could feel his heated body through the suit.

“A kiss….”

Before I could even finish saying that I wanted a kiss, Baek Mugyeong grabbed my cheeks and pressed his lips against mine. The kiss was soft and hot and full of pheromones, my hammering heart felt like it stopped.

Just by entwining hot tongues, I felt like my head melted down. I focused on the kiss like I’ve found an oasis after wandering in a desert. Only when I pulled my lips away because I lacked breath did I realize that my back touched the wall.

But I had no chance to pay attention to that. Before I knew it, Baek Mugyeong unbuckled my belt and slid his hand inside my pants. When my penis, already soaked, was held in his large hand, my knees buckled and my body trembled.

I was drenched in Baek Mugyeong’s pheromones. On top of that, when my sex was stimulated while he sucked my tongue, it felt like fireworks went off in my head. To say it was good wasn’t enough.

I didn’t feel shame. Instead I wrapped my arms around Baek Mugyeong, desperate to gain stronger pleasure.

I didn’t know how much time passed. Heat surged to the top of my head, and my vision turned white. Only after ejaculating did my senses return.

My legs lost strength, and I almost collapsed into Baek Mugyeong’s arms.

“Are you all right now?”

Baek Mugyeong’s low voice rang above my head. I wasn’t all right at all. The heat drained out of my body all at once, but it filled again just as much. No, it grew more desperate.

The dizziness and headache subsided a lot. The right thing would be to say I felt better now, thank him, and send Baek Mugyeong away.

But my rational thought ended there. My arousal didn’t settle in the pheromones of Baek Mugyeong that still filled everywhere. Instead I was instinctively releasing pheromones to entice him.

I tightened the arms that held Baek Mugyeong.

“No, I am not all right.”

The embarrassment lasted only a moment. I felt Baek Mugyeong’s body tense through the suit. If he found me disgusting, he would have left the room whether I collapsed or not. He might have contacted Choi Jaeha or called an ambulance, since he was cold but not cruel.

It was the same with the man not retracting his pheromones. Since we had shared flesh many times, I was sure he was aroused.

It had long passed the threshold. My penis, which had ejaculated once, had already half hardened again. It must be the same for Baek Mugyeong.

“I don’t want to be swayed like this.”

I lifted my head in surprise even in the middle of arousal. My eyes met the man’s gaze, overflowing with desire.

His eyes shone dangerously as if he might pounce on me right away.

“I can’t forgive you. Yet I am helplessly drawn. I can’t control it.”

“……?”

“I am really not in my right mind.”

Baek Mugyeong growled and grabbed the back of my neck and covered my lips. It was a rude kiss where his hot sweet tongue rampaged inside my mouth.

My body responded honestly. My body’s heat rose and I grew dazed. But my head grew tangled.

Baek Mugyeong was a bastard. After turning away so coldly, after giving me no explanation, he confused me again.

Hope sprouted and then I felt a wave of bitterness. The one being swayed was not Baek Mugyeong but me.

I was clinging to a man who said he didn’t want me and begging to have sex. No matter how mad I was, it didn’t mean I lost pride.

My reason was being thinned by pheromones, but my emotions surged violently. Shame, hurt, resentment, humiliation. The burning turned into tears.

“Why are you crying?”

Baek Mugyeong lifted his lips and whispered while licking my tears. Even the hot feel of the tongue touching my cheek was stimulation. It gave me goosebumps, and apart from my legs losing strength, I felt sad.

“You are a bastard.”

For some reason my tears wouldn’t stop flowing. I wished that along with the tears, my affection for Baek Mugyeong would flow out too.

“You acted like you would give me your liver and gall. You enchanted me with sweet words, then how could you so suddenly….”

“That is right.”

“You are truly bad.”

This time I hit the man’s shoulder. I put enormous strength in my fists.

“Everything you said is right. So don’t cry.”

With the hurried words of comfort, his lips touched mine again. Unlike the rude kiss from before, this one was soft and tender.

The sadness didn’t subside easily. But the suffocatingly thick pheromones made me forget everything.

I closed my eyes and wrapped my arms around Baek Mugyeong’s neck. A hot tear slid down my cheek.