ITDW 48

“Here. Does it hurt, or doesn’t it hurt?”

He asked, lightly flicking the dildo with his hand.

“…Ah-ow.”

“Answer.”

“…It hurts.”

Jaeri buried his head in his embrace. And then he added in a mumble.

“I can, endure… it.”

Jungyoon raised his body, which he had been leaning on. As he moved, the fluffy bedding was pressed down and made a rustling sound. Jaeri also got up from his body, which he had been leaning on, and stood on his knees in front of him. The vibration inside his body stopped.

After he tightly grabbed Jaeri’s waist, he roughly pulled out one by one the things that had been inserted inside. It even felt like something was angry.

“Ha, eek! Hngh, ugh. Hyung…! Just a little… hng, slowly… please… hngh.”

The dildo and the rotor came out, and the beads were left. Jungyoon grabbed the end of the beads and yanked them out all at once.

“Haa-eek…! Hng, ha… uh…. Ugh.”

Jaeri collapsed forward. Because of the things that were yanked out, the hole was stinging hotly. He tried to reach back with his hand to touch the painful place, but his hand was caught by him.

He lay down as he was laid down.

Jaeri looked up at Jungyoon from below. Jaeri’s face was deeply flushed, and his lips were swollen plumply as if he had bitten them a lot. His penis was erect as if it would stick to his stomach, and instinctively, he was clenching his thighs inward.

“Spread your legs.”

Jaeri, following his words, spread his legs little by little, bit by bit. After spreading them, he looked at his eyes, and then spread them a little more and looked at his eyes again. It seemed like he was asking, Should I spread more? More?

As Jaeri’s thighs spread apart, Jungyoon placed Jaeri’s legs over his shoulders. The legs were lifted so high that the thighs almost touched the chest. The hips were lifted up a lot, so the underside of the hips and that hole were exposed nakedly under his gaze.

The hole that couldn’t close properly was swollen red. On its surface, lubricant was flowing and glistening. Jungyoon stroked over the hole that hadn’t closed. Whether because it hurt or because it was sensitive, the hole trembled twitchily, and something sticky got on his hand.

Jaeri turned his gaze to the side.

He could feel his glans touching the hole. He pushed in little by little.

“…Uh, kgh… hng… .”

Jaeri closed his eyes and endured the pain. It was too big and hard, bigger than all the things that had been put into his body until now, so it felt like the hole was suddenly opening as if it would tear. Jungyoon interlocked fingers with Jaeri’s hand. Jaeri tightly gripped the hand that was interlocked.

He was facing away from the light above himself, so his face couldn’t be seen at all. He just had a presence with his weight.

“Hoo… relax. Jaeri.”

“…Yes….”

Jaeri tried to relax his lower body, which was tense as per his words, but it didn’t happen. It wasn’t because he was tensing up, the problem was that he had to insert something too big.

Jungyoon’s hand went down to the junction and touched it. His fingers pressed and rubbed the junction firmly to loosen the muscles.

“Jaeri must hurt a lot.”

He said in a pitying tone and subtly stroked it.

“Ha, uh… haa…. Th-that, hyung… don’t, do that….”

Every time Jungyoon toyed with his fingers, the already inserted penis and the inner flesh of Jaeri were pressed together. However, the pain of the hole that seemed like it would tear gradually changed into something similar to pleasure. Still, that act of firmly pressing the edge of his own hole was embarrassing.

When the hole had become somewhat accustomed to the size of the glans and the muscles had stretched, Jungyoon began to push in again. It was a slow movement.

“Hng-ah, eop, hng.”

Little by little, Jaeri’s inside was tightly filled, and their gazes met. Jaeri couldn’t see his eyes, but Jungyoon examined Jaeri thoroughly.

Because of the pain, Jaeri lowered his eyebrows downward, had teardrops hanging on his eyelashes, was sweating, and with his face flushed red, he pleaded with his hyung.

“Hyung… me…. hng….”

“Yeah.”

“Painfully….”

“It’ll hurt anyway.”

Jungyoon cut off the end of his words, not intending to grant Jaeri’s plea.

“…That’s, not… hng…, painfully…, please… do it to me…. Ah-eek…!”

The pillar of flesh entered all at once as if splitting his body in half. At the sensation of his insides being pierced through in one go, his vision went dark from the edges. Jaeri blinked his eyes.

“…Hng…. Haa….”

For a moment, he couldn’t breathe properly. Even though he was breathing through his mouth, it felt like less oxygen was coming in than when breathing through his nose. It felt like even his ribs were aching dully. Jaeri turned his head to the side and kept panting out heavy breaths.

“Haa… it’s too tight.”

Jungyoon also let out a sigh. Even though he had loosened it a lot with the toys, the inside clenched very tightly. The inner flesh gripped Jungyoon’s penis so firmly that he couldn’t even move.

“Hak… haa… hng… ah….”

Jaeri, with his neck stretched out long, couldn’t fix his gaze anywhere and let out rough breaths while enduring the pain. That appearance looked just like a wounded bird that couldn’t steady its own body.

Jaeri groped his hand downward and touched with his hand the place below where it met his penis. His balls touching his own hips could also be felt with his hand. Really, all of it… had entered.

As he watched Jaeri, who was at a loss because it hurt but still fiddling with the balls, Jungyoon let out a somehow twisted laugh.

“I said you’re doing well, doing well.”

A long streak of tears flowed down Jaeri’s eyes.

He roughly pulled out his penis.

“Ah-eek….”

It felt like the bottom was falling out. The inner flesh that had tightly gripped someone else’s flesh came out sticking to it, but at some point, it let go and rubbed against the thick pillar as if being scraped. There was no gap inside, to the point where even his tendons could be felt.

“Hngk… ah…. Ah-ow!”

Again, he thrust upward without giving any consideration for climax.

“You.”

“Ha, agh….”

The place that was thrust in all at once stabbed some deep somewhere. Pleasure dyed his mind in a deep solid color. For a moment, Jaeri couldn’t open his throat.

“Are scared of,”

“Kgh, hng…. Uh. Hngk….”

When pulling out, it hurt a lot. But that was just for an instant. Soon, he knew he was coming in.

“Nothing.”

Again, thud, it entered all the way to the end. It was such a big impact that his body was pushed back forcefully. It seemed like it stabbed that somewhere from before. Because of the excessive pleasure, the legs draped over his shoulders trembled.

Jaeri, shedding tears profusely, weakly raised his hand and wrapped it around his neck.

“…Hyung, hng… eop… hyung….”

“Why. Now, does it hurt?”

Jaeri nodded his head, then shook his head again.

“What is that.”

Still, his penis was buried deep inside Jaeri, and Jaeri tried to look at his eyes. His eyes were full of water, and water was fully gathered on his eyelashes, making his vision blurry. He couldn’t see him well. Even if he blinked, he couldn’t see him well. It was a dark room.

“…Hng, hngk… hyung….”

“Yeah, Jaeri.”

His voice was gentle but mixed with some impatience somewhere. Unable to wait any longer for Jaeri’s words, he moved his penis again. As impatient as that impatient gesture, Jaeri spoke impatiently.

“…Hngk… hyung, me, really… I like it. Hng….”

“Ha…”

“With hyung… eek, really… haa, uh, eek, I want to… have, hak… sex…!”

“Shut your mouth.”

He moved so roughly that Jaeri couldn’t continue speaking. While going in and out quickly, he stabbed from various angles the place where Jaeri had felt such an electrifying pleasure earlier that his breath had stopped for a moment.

Every time he thrust deeply, Jaeri’s body bounced up. He couldn’t control that himself. Jaeri was pushed and pulled along as he did. While his body convulsed, he steadily felt it.

Jaeri climaxed once. Semen splattered wildly on Jaeri’s stomach. It was almost like clear liquid, watery. He also climaxed once, took off the condom, and entered Jaeri’s body again.

As soon as his penis came out, Jaeri, who had been lying on his side with his body slightly curled up, trembled his shoulders in surprise.

“Jaeri.”

“…Yes, hngh, hyung….”

Jaeri’s throat was even more hoarse than before, and almost none of his original voice remained.

“What did you say you wanted to do with me?”

His low voice wrapped around Jaeri’s ear as if it were holding moisture. Jaeri closed his eyes and opened them. The remaining teardrops clumped together and flowed down again.

“…With hyung… hng, really, I wanted to, have sex… . Ah, ah-ow!”

Jungyoon thrust his penis in all the way to the end. Jaeri’s body shivered.

“Me too.”

He wiped the long-flowing tears beside Jaeri’s eyes. And he also swept away the sweat drops clinging to the side of Jaeri’s hair.

Jaeri looked at him. When he looked up with clear eyes, only his gaze was visible in the darkness. His eyes were different from usual. The eyes he was seeing for the first time felt unfamiliar. They were eyes that didn’t hide at all something bubbling and boiling over, yet extremely rationally, as if lazily calculating and gauging what to do with you.

He didn’t avoid those eyes. He tried to hold his eyes in his own eyes. He hoped he would notice that similar desire was contained in his own eyes too, and that he wanted what his hyung wanted.

He began to move slowly again. Jaeri raised his powerless hand and touched his arm as if drawing it. His jolted body shook, and that powerless arm shook along with it, but Jaeri wanted to keep touching the arm of the master in his heart.

He had liked it alone. He had dreamed of it. He was such a scary and strict hyung. It was a love he couldn’t even speak of. That such a hyung was embracing him still didn’t feel real.

Rather than desire, pure feelings like innocent affection were contained in Jaeri’s eyes. Jungyoon’s gaze didn’t change and just looked down at Jaeri. Jaeri fully accepted his passion with his own purity.

“Hng, th-that… eek.”

Jungyoon removed Jaeri’s hand from his arm. He placed one hand on Jaeri’s nipple and the other on his penis.

Jaeri began to touch his own body as he had let go. Remembering what his hyung had done, he twisted, rubbed, and lightly rubbed it. He looked down at Jaeri touching. He watched his child playing.

Jaeri’s face flushed red, his eyes closed, his eyebrows lowered as he grimaced, and his breathing grew louder.

“Ha, ah. Hng. Ah….”

When Jaeri was immersed in pleasure, Jungyoon stroked Jaeri’s face, lowered his body, and kissed here and there on his shoulder, ear, neck. Every time those lips touched, Jaeri didn’t know what to do, and wherever he touched, he pressed his own lips onto his body.

At some moment, the corners of Jaeri’s eyes became even redder, he let out a hoarse sound, couldn’t steady his neck, and his toes began to curl. Jungyoon also moved in pace with that.

In the intensity, there was nothing but the act. The two didn’t say anything to each other, and the space was filled only with sounds faithfully feeling the sensations. While holding onto each and every moment of the connected time, they conveyed the story of desperately wanting each other. They communicated only with their bodies like that.

The bedroom was dark and a flashy space. Jaeri saw an illusion that the space was now empty of everything, as if it was filled only with white light.

Jaeri climaxed, and Jungyoon also climaxed. The brothers were completely overlapped.

Jaeri was experiencing a new relationship. Because it was the first time, all learning was immediately imprinted. That much, those times were intense for Jaeri. An ecstatic time when bodies were connected with the loved one. It was the first thing he learned and experienced, and now he had proof that he and his hyung were really not just in a brotherly relationship.

The weight covering his body was heavy. Jaeri turned his head and looked out the window. The dawn sky was still thick with twilight, and snow was falling heavily. Those snowflakes would fill the roads layer by layer without anyone knowing. In the quiet time when everyone had fallen asleep, only the snowflakes were moving soundlessly. And in that secretive time, Jungyoon and Jaeri too were awake with their bodies touching.